it's always dangerous when everybody's sleeping
and i've been thinking

I'm very silly.

Don't play with me.

So i just left my apartment for the last time til i go back with my family to take out the furniture.

I took almost all of my boxes. They're in my car.

As I was leaving heidi in the apartment with tyler i teared up and almost started bawling.

I am so sad. I don't even know if sad is the right word. I may go cry now.

Damn.

I had a good night last night. A really good night.

I'm going to miss some people next year.

The list may not be huge, but it's a good number. I met good people.

"Please do me this great service and please do me this great favor and please do yourself this great favor. And try to remember, 10 years from now, when you're second guessing this decision that you made, that you made the very best decision that you could make on this day with the information that you had today. As the years go by, you'll have ( Read more... )

i'm better. Still weak, still stupid (if not stupider). But now I know what i'm doing.

"I've made up my mind, no need to think it over, if i'm wrong i ain't right, no need to look no further"

And ignore the rest of the song. because it's just that part that matters.

I am not as strong a person as I pretend to be.

I judge you harshly because, like you, I am weak. I see it in us both, and I hate us both for it.

I am weak. I am pathetic.

there was a time when i had nothing to explain
oh, this mess i have made
but then things got complicated
my innocence has all but faded
oh, this mess i have made

and i don't believe in God
so i can't be saved
all alone as i've learned to be
in this mess i have made

all the untested virtue
the things i said i'd never do
least of all to you
i know he's kind and ( Read more... )

friday = awesome
saturday = awesome
sunday = awesome

OVERALL AMAZING WEEKEND

I feel so violated.

WHAT THE FUCK.