Based on a discussion with vta1425:

Foods I Like
-potato in all forms except potato chips
-most green vegetables (NOT PEAS)
-chicken
-cheeseburgers
-Chinese (if it's done right)
-Indian food
-CHOCOLATE in many forms
-cheese only when it's on or in things
-dill pickles
-Ramen (chicken, roast beef, or chili flavor)
-others not listed

Foods I Don't Like- ( Read more... )

I feel foolish. But still incredibly lonely.

I've had a shot of 151 and apparently it really messes with me when I haven't had anything to eat for several hours. I'm feeling depressed, wanting to cry myself to sleep, and wondering how damn obvious I have to be to make someone realize I'm in love with them. But f*** that I'm going to be alone forever so what the hell does it matter?

So it's 4:45am and I'm procrastinating going to bed and I figured why not post? It's been ages. There's so much I could be reporting but I feel like if you don't already know then you probably don't care all that much. Life was boring until August when all hell broke loose. At least it's all good! Lots of traveling and working. I wish I didn' ( Read more... )

I am finished. Done. I have nothing between me and my degree except waiting for my professors to put up my final grades, and a week of free time. I need to survive that week. Why isn't Hannah here? She would keep me from breaking another hairbrush. All I can say is that no, I am not nervous, and yes, I am damn excited. There are a select few ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I last posted. Life is insane. Senior year, last semester! I can't believe I'm graduating so soon... I'm looking forward to it. As usual I should be doing work, so I suppose I'll try. Hope everyone else is doing well.

So after several days of staying up until 3am or later and sleeping until 1 or 2 in the afternoon, I fell asleep on the couch at like...9pm. Slept like a rock apparently until about 1am when I decided to go upstairs and climb into my own bed....where I haven't been able to sleep at all since. And the kicker is I have to get up by like 9am to open ( Read more... )

My cat died. Two weeks ago he was apparently hit by a car during the night. I hope he died instantly. My mom waited until I got home on break to tell me, and she probably wouldn't have if I hadn't asked how he was. I cried for a long time. Sobbed. I had him for 11 years. He was my gatito, my baby. He slept on my bed sometimes. I loved him ( Read more... )

I wish I was content/happy about my life. Things may be a bit better but there is still pain.

I would so like to throw myself off a very tall bridge.