hey guys, this one won't be long i promise. i don't really have much to write about, i'm just super bored ( Read more... )

hey dude(s), i'm kinda not doing anything. should be doing homework, but it's not even 7 yet. soo to waste a bit of timmeee ( Read more... )

sorry it's been a while, i'm not going anything now so here.. today ain't that great, woke up late, all rainy, can't find my cigs, can't do anything after school.

yesterday was nice, anthony came over at 5:30 cuz he's crazy. it was ( Read more... )

sooryy, i haven't updated this in quite a while. uhh i dunno, i haven't been up to tooo much. hanging out pretty much. Chris got out of ISS on friday so that's very cool.

eh friday during school was kinda beat though. didn't enjoy carnival ( Read more... )

i only love him, i can't live without him. Anthony is my life and it hurts that he doesn't know if he wants to be with me. I'm typing with my eyes closed cuz it's the same thing as if i were to open them. i can't breathe, i don't know what's going on. i've never been so upset in my life, i want to die so bad right now. i'm choking on every swallow ( Read more... )

so yeah remember me telling you about my mom and saying how i think she'll be an alcoholic in like 2 years? tonight definitely just proved it more. she's cursed sooo much tonight, no idea why she just was. she made herself a drink again and half way of the drink she was like "there's not enough alcohol in this." she pours like another shot and a ( Read more... )

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i'm back again, but i have nothing to do so whatever ( Read more... )

what a night.. Val had a party last night. pretty cool. ummm not tooo many people, and Anthony and Chris left early so my party ended early. my mom bought them beer, i thought that was funny. she was also trying to snoop around, coming in my room asking if i could hear what they were saying, them meaning whoever was in the hot tub. "mom, no... ( Read more... )

i love it when songs on CDs just go together. you never know when the next song, so it's like one whole big song. between the buried and me is cool, they do it ( Read more... )