fuck fuck fuck. i hate people sometimes. i need jana. phantom of the opera saves souls. bye.

im tired of having to censor everything i put in here.

jana is pissing me off so greatly.

& the funny thing is, jana is the only one who truly understands that

Sometimes, i really hate people. & i hate how this is supposed to be a journal, a place where you can spill all your shit, but i cant do that because of who will see it. Thank the good lord that i am going to church tomorrow. even though i leave church most weeks in a state of complete confusion & dismay, it's pretty much the only thing keeping me ( Read more... )

right. so. home alone. today was an okay day but running club was 'gasmic. so that was good. & apparently theres a war.. wrestling managers, players, phillips & kane vs mezz. dangerous. i think we all know which side we agree with.. the point is my back hurts massively. & so does my neck. & i kind of just want to sleep for a million hours. but i ( Read more... )

so. life. umm. whats been happening? well school sucks. suckity suck sucks. except i got a 91 on my dbq & i am pumped pumped about that. basically, im one of my phases ( which i guess never really end so basically its just my life ) where certain people are driving me absolutely insane.. & im being really bitchy to them. & i am sorry for that. ive ( Read more... )

um.. i love jana. & karen. & HOLY SHIT I LOVE YOU JAKE. & basically.. thats all. i am very very weird right now. i think im going crazy. but kevo got a myspace so thats cool. good night.

so. things that have happened since i last updated ( Read more... )

merry christmas kids. so basically, i didnt go to sleep until 2 last night. this is very, very rare for me. what happened was i read perks of being a wallflower again. & i realized that i completely missed the whole pivotal thing the first bazillion times i read it. but this time i got it. & that totally changed the whole book. & it made a lot more ( Read more... )

i am so bored, so very very bored. & hungry. but we have no food that i want to eat. i have some strange sort of rash on the side of my face. not only is today festivus, but today is christmas eve eve.. & that is a beautiful thing. i think i'm going crazy. literally.

hmmm... so. im sick. or something closely resembling sick. which is keeping me from life today. & i prettttty much feel like i got hit by a cement mixer. but HEY.. its festivus!! so happy festivus one & all. come home jana.. i need you. i love you allison. i wish we had some soup.