I got cut so I am actually crying blood, but I understand now. It makes sense. God damn this movie was so sad. I never cry over movies, but this one just blew me away. The funny thing is I've seen it before. It wasn't anything new. She left. It's so true. It makes complete sense. Not to any of you, but to me. I wish I couldn't feel anything. I ( Read more... )

Wow it just occurred to me that I haven't said anything about school. And you know what I'm loving it! There's this girl named Kari and she's completely awesome! We've been hangin out and it's a lot of fun. My debate class is so awesome, and I just found out that this one guy I've been talking to on aim is in my class. We had to give speeches last ( Read more... )

Through out my life I've found that crying does me no good. It's not worth my time. And yet I still find myself tempted. I hate caring. I wish I could go through life not giving a shit at all, but I guess that would reduce me to nothing. I wouldn't be human. Hell who's to say I am now? God, I hate being pessimistic! I'm working on it. I'm going to ( Read more... )

Well, he's finally back, and I think I'm happy. God, he was gone for over a month. Way too long. Have you ever found someone that's completely perfect and at the same time wrong for you? LOL I think I found that. Am I weird for thinking that throwing acorn water balloons at cars is a little insane? I hope not. LOL O well. He paid for it. I wonder ( Read more... )

I have no time to talk because I'm headed to the bookstore, but I've been thinking so much about fate, and it's so odd. I met this guy today and he's really cool, and the thing is he was supposed to be golfing today, but it rained so he was stuck at home and on aim. And I can't help but think that if it hadn't have rained I would have never met ( Read more... )

Last night was one of the best nights of my life. I was at peace. Now it feels as if it were a dream, but I know that it couldn't have been. I said that I was done with this journal, but I don't think I am. If life can't be written, what is there to remember except for memories that in time fade away? It was change. It was everything being in ( Read more... )

God fuck damn ahhhhhhh!!!!!!! Damn it! I'm not posting anymore! This think sucks, and my ideas are worthless. I don't care anymore.........

Today was one of those perfect days. I got my nails done for the beginning of school (on rare important occasions yes I do get my nails done)and then went out to lunch. What made it so great was that I was with my besst friend. I love having friends. They make my life complete. This is my final breath. My final gasp of air before school starts. The ( Read more... )

Well I set my alarm clock wrong, which shows how intelligent I am, but it was confusing, and other than that I have no excuse. LOL Who the hell can't set an alarm clock? lol It's nice to laugh (even if it is at myself). It didn't matter anyways because I had just woken up. I had this crazy dream what was a cross between Resident Evil and The ( Read more... )

What the hell I'll just do it while I remember it. Yesterday was really busy. So I'm sitting here with a cup of warm tea, because my house is freezing, and a good book (yes, I took your advice, although the tv is on in the back ground). I need noise. I need a million things coming at me at once. I guess it's because it's habit or what I'm used to. ( Read more... )