i literally cried last night for about 45 min straight.
not because i lost a friend. but because i have put so much into this friendship to get absolutely nothing in return. nothing. 
i could have turned my back and walked away years ago. there were plenty of times, you know it.  but i stayed. i stayed because i truly cared about you and the ( Read more... )

it's weird... one day (actually like 3 out of this week) can be so down.. and the next day can just be 100% better. how does that happen?
maybe it's the people i see, or the things i surround myself with... maybe it's the weather. i love the weather today, it's great.

i'm really nervous about recruits tommorow. Coach was supposed to open the gym ( Read more... )

so i deff can't wait for math class to be over. right now my attitude is "i dont care." i know thats bad, but we only have 3 days left of class then finals. i know im not going to do that good, i know this because i dont understand what we've been doing for the past month. im just not good at math, im OK with this. i guess ( Read more... )

sometime i hate being a girl. emotions get the best of me sometime especially when ya know... it's that "time of month ( Read more... )

Tyson: (yelling) "You're going to be 20 next year!!!"
Me: "NO i wont!!!
Tyson: "yah.... you will be!!"
Me: "HOLY CRAP!!! I AM GOING TO BE 20 NEXT YEAR! HOLY CRAP!!"

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so i dont know why this all came to me all of a sudden ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning at 7am to go take the ACT for the third, and hopefully the last time. got there.... it's canceled. yah. they thought that since school was canceled friday that we should have known that everything was canceled for the weekend. yay, thats cool. i drive frickn 25 min to get there for nothing. i was so ready to take it too. i ( Read more... )

To every girl who is looking for true love ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't updated much lately. I get on-line a lot but tend to forget to update.

School is alright i guess. the past few weeks have been pretty busy with work, and papers and projects, etc. Speaking of school, so far i have been accepted to Spring Arbor, and Huntington (In Indiana.) I'm still waiting to hear from Grand Valley, I got a letter ( Read more... )