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[lifeinmyveins]

Man, my mind has been in 100 different places at once today. All at once I've started to feel completely dependent upon myself for everything. Something I always wondered about myself is why I constantly feel so dissapointed just in general. I guess when you put so much focus into people, trying to make things work, or feel appreciated- you let

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[radioinflames]

i was finally reading through my friends list on livejournal and saw this, and as soon as i read where you wrote "Seriously, when you think things are starting to look up again, it only starts to crumble." i felt like i needed to reply. i've been a really crappy friend mainly because whenever we planned to hang out it didn't work, and neither of us really hear from each other, but i know completely how you feel about everything. i've actually become a recluse lately just because i'm so tired of dealing with everything. nothing lately seems to be getting better, and just like you stated, when it does seem like things are looking up, it just falls apart. basically i just wanted to let you know that you aren't the only one feeling like this, and since i just completely blanked on everything else i wanted to write in this because thats my curse haha, i'm just going to end it here, let you know that i miss you because its been forever, and hope that things look up for you and stay solid instead of crumbling like always.

[lifeinmyveins]

thanks. you are an amazing person and I was talking to jamie about you the other day. please, hang out soon! when can you?