It's Monday morning. I'm cold, tired, and could hardly fall asleep last night. But i'm gonna do something different this week. Yeah, i'm deciding that right now. I'm tired of all this(and i am referring to the source of all my frustration in the last post), and i'm really tired of this monotony. It's ridiculous. I need to stop regretting what i ( Read more... )

See the icon? Yeah, that's the mood i'm in right now. I'm so frustrated and angry right now i just punched my desk. I wish i had something to pummel or break, but there is nothing that i will not regret breaking or that will not cause me bodily harm. Remember the last time i tried punching something when i was this angry? That injury still flares ( Read more... )

I wish my laptop worked so i could go out and write - and also so i didn't have to use this terrible keyboard. Yes, the box of badassery is currently out of commission. I'm a tad worried, but i think we'll figure out what's wrong with it...eventually.  Ah well. Got some cool clothes on sale today. One of them is sort of a tuxedo shirt which is kind ( Read more... )

I accidentally slept until 2 today. Oops. But i have felt better in the last day or two, so maybe i just needed that. After all, i have had very little time to sleep in this break, and even when i have, it was only until about 10:30, which was followed by 5 hours of acting cheerful and listening to all my least favorite Christmas carols. I love how ( Read more... )

Alright...so i just turned on the tv and on the channel that was on, there is an infomercial. I am appalled - not surprised, but just disappointed at how low our society goes sometimes. So far the people i have seen on here include 2 woman giving info on the product, and then "satisfied customers." The costumers, with the exception of a woman in a ( Read more... )

I think my mind works in funny way, sometimes. But i am finding, more and more often, that just because it comes to a conclusion through some weird backwoods shortcut, that doesn't mean it's not the one everyone else would come to. I have a feeling something good may come out of all these problems i have. I could be wrong, but i feel like it's my ( Read more... )

So much has been happening. And i've got a headache so i'll have to try and condense it ( Read more... )

Today at work it was a long day - a very long day. I worked from 9:30-7 and i felt like a zombie all day. I started to lose depth perception and balance at one point. I saw two people with downs syndrome hugging and kissing. It was really kind of cute. I also got to wander through the greenhouses and look at all the tropical stuff. Also of interest ( Read more... )

You know the point at which all movies on Tv become utter trash? Yeah...i had a movie on in the background and it ended, and then something else came on...something called "Woo." Well, there were colors and feather boas, and a fortune telling drag queen, so i decided to turn mute off for a minute and see what was going on. Well, it became quite ( Read more... )

I was looking back at old entries that are somewhat relevant to the last one, and i found out something i said when i was more naive, more cheerful, and a person that was perhaps sunnier and a bit less jaded, but it still holds true ( Read more... )