Comments | lifeisadream: we get high in back seats of cars, we break into mobile homes. (thats the way we get by)

lifeisadream

we get high in back seats of cars, we break into mobile homes. (thats the way we get by)

Feb 05, 2004 20:26

so, contrary to what you might have thought, i like getting caught, i mean, i get angry at my parents...sure...but sometimes anger is the best release of emotions. plus, i get to find alternative ways to school (YEA BUS ( Read more... )

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the endhasno end wallflower3 February 6 2004, 02:14:29 UTC

I really don't know what else to say. you've said it all. and to be quite honest. i agree. totally and fully. so. yes. damn the man.

brennarose February 6 2004, 02:20:47 UTC

That was a really inspiring entry. I'm so glad I've gotten to know you, at least a little bit.

<3

thirty5percent February 6 2004, 03:36:25 UTC

I guess I don't see the difference from when you're driving on the highway when you're not supposed to be and when you are allowed to be. I guess I'm saying is that shouldn't that be less important than just being there anyways...not because you shouldn't. Maybe that doesn't make sense, I guess I agree most that the fact we're all bent backwards by some sort of rules of right and wrong, and I'm not to say what is right and wrong, I guess I just don't care enough to question it.

Re: lifeisadream February 6 2004, 04:42:40 UTC

be honest, you dont feel a difference when youre doing something and you know its wrong and youre doing it anyway...compared to when youre doing the same thing and youre allowed to be?

because i definataly do...and i think its so much nicer when youre concious of your own defiance

it just makes your emotions heightened, and thats sort of what makes me feel alive, and awake, and makes it worth being here, or there, or wherever i happen to be...

thirty5percent February 6 2004, 20:53:40 UTC

No, it really doesn't make a difference to me, I just kind of go through the motions, when things are easy, that's the way I like it...I mean some part of you was wondering all day what would happen if you got caught, right? I mean why would you want that kind of stuff on your mind...but maybe I'm wrong.

blazingthrough February 7 2004, 03:27:40 UTC

Oh, man. For me, doing something when parents/teachers have expressly forbidden it is exhilarating. Especially when you do it with friends. It's something I think a psychiatrist would call "asserting your identity". You skip school for a day because you want to. You made the decision. Not your parents. Not your teachers. You. That's what makes it special. It's the very fact that you aren't allowed to do it.

As to wondering whether you are going to get caught, that makes it even more thrilling. It's defying authority, and there's nothing wrong with doing that every once in a while.

Good post.