getting ready to go to bed, a place that I should just live. If I had a bed pan and a firdge I would be all set. SO tomarrow I have to go to work, maybe they wiil call me and say "hey you don't need to come in," but I doubt it. Then we have the big potluck, which I think I will dress up for, I dunno depends on how I feel. Lets pray god helps me out ( Read more... )

So I went to work for and hour and they said they were cutting hours, yea I do need the money before I leave this job, but my insanity was little more important. So I start walking home and I see a car pulleed over o the side of the road, being a good citizen I wanted to know if they needed help. I was still a little bit aways then my cell phone ( Read more... )

Right before I go to work I get really nervous! Thats why I only have 3 days left of this hell!!!!!!! Yeah!!!!!!! I will be ok, but its so hard to get out of bed and face the world latley. I already called in 2 times on my last week on the job, so I forced myself out of bed today, not feeling so hot but I will be ok with a lil help from GOD!! So ( Read more... )

SO today went ok! I got out of the house and went to a meeting and dinner.. Also handed out my flyers. Only 3 days of work left then I am out of there. I promise I will no call-in, I am forcing myself to go, my depression is not going to get in the way tomarrow, speaking of depression I forgot I gotta go take my pill!!!!!! The nigt ended on a good ( Read more... )