so i was talking to my friend amanda about things i wanna accomplish in the next coming months. and then i started to think on how everything could go. and this is what i came up with ( Read more... )

Full name: Lauren Noelle Giuliano ( Read more... )

So, my depression hasn't gotten any lighter. Today, things with my job got a little worse. Anthony called me to feud about the things he's heard me say from other workers. I hate how people seem to ask me what's wrong, and then I tell them, and I get tattled to the boss. Doesn't mean I was totally right, I'm not saying that at all ( Read more... )

... and because of that, my boss sucks sparkly demon cock. i woke up this morning with no voice whatsoever. so, i attempted to call whatever manager was working to try and explain with what little sound i had that i didn't think i could come in--and he tells me to come in anyway. said to me that it would be better because i wouldn't talk to anyone ( Read more... )

i'm wearing jake's pj's that he said i could keep. i cried all the way to boston and was lethargic the rest of the way home. i miss him. i have no idea why the FUCK he's taking over my emotions like this. i swore i wouldn't let it happen. that's the only reason why i said yes to him asking me out. because i swore i wouldn't let him take over me. ( Read more... )

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1. Tell me something obvious about yourself ( Read more... )

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It's really amazing how a simple decision in life can make you or break you. I've made so many decisions that have broken me, belittled me in to so many pieces. And I still haven't been able to pick them all up. I don't know why I say the things I do, why I act the way I do sometimes, why I can't let shit go. So many times I'm reminded of the shit ( Read more... )

For some reason, I was thinking about my friends and how much they mean to me at work today. And since I also noticed how a lot of people at work don't like me, I can say I have some pretty kick-ass friends here. And this is why ( Read more... )