Lij And Sean Have A Small Talk
No rating on this just a little talking and maybe two small kisses.
Aengus Ettes [3:26 P.M.]: Sean spotted Lij standing a few feet away, once Petter called for a broke to go over some lighting issues. He glanced away and then looked back over at the younger man. He was kind of worryed about him, after his last post about not waiting to go to work. He had a small feeling it had something to do with him. He knew that wasn't the onlyone, but it had to do with him. He sighed, and besided that perhaps it was time to talk with him. So he made his way over to Lij.-
music obsessed81 [3:32 P.M.]: *Elijah was sitting on a large rock, holding his head in his hands covering his eyes. The last few nights had bee hard on him and he thought maybe he could catch up on some sleep with his amazing Sleep-Anywhere skills while waiting for the problem to be fixed. Hopefully it took a while so her could get at least 15 minutes or so of shut eye.*
Aengus Ettes [3:36 P.M.]: -Sean bit his lower lips while he made his way over. It seemed like Lij wasn't in a very talking mood with his eyes covered like that. But he knew that if he didn't do it now while his corgare was up he wouldn't do it at all. So stopping infornt of Lij's Sean cleared his throw.- "Eilaj..." -Sean said sofly. Maybe if he didn't say it very lound he wouldn't hear and Sean could wonder of by himself, and wouldn't have to face what he had done.-
music obsessed81 [3:38 P.M.]: *Elijah lifted his head hearing his name and smiled weekly at Sean. He studdered out a 'hi' before rubbing his eyes and blinking a few times trying to get reuse to the lighting.* "Hey Sean."
Aengus Ettes [3:40 P.M.]: "Hey Elijah..." -Sean said. He smiled a little and glanced over his shoulder. People were milling around behind them, and the last thing Sean wanted to do was embassers lij or himself, by having someone over hear them.- "Ummm...Can I talk to you..." -He asked stepping a few feet away and nodding his head to the side meaning in pravite.-
music obsessed81 [3:43 P.M.]: "Uh, yeah, sure. Of course." *He agreed and stood up and took a few steps towards Sean in order to follow him when he stopped and looked over his shoulder, hearing his name. Astin was calling at him for something and waved him over, but Lij shook his head and held up a finger for him to wait a minute and turned back to Sean.* "You lead."
Aengus Ettes [3:45 P.M.]: -Sean looked over his shoulder seeing Astin, then looked back at Lij.- "If you would reather..." -Sean said looking to the dissaponted Astin, looking at them.- "We could meet sometime later..Tonight..Maybe..dinner?"
music obsessed81 [3:49 P.M.]: "No, no, it's fine. I see him a lot more during the rest of the day, he can wait." *Elijah casually shrugged it off, then looked up at him realizing exactly what Bean had suggested.* "Unless..."
Aengus Ettes [3:51 P.M.]: "..I..." -Sean said, he looked over at Anist then back to Lij.- "I wouldn't mind seeing alittle more of you.." -Sean said and blushed slighty. He looked over his shoulder again, and one of the lighting people were girning at him. He shot her a look that said mind your own bussens and looked back to Lij. He took a few steps hoping Lij would fallow.-
music obsessed81 [3:54 P.M.]: *Lij looked over his shoulder, following Bean's gaze at the lighting assisstant, and turned seeing him start walking off and followed.* "Uh, yeah. Private is good..." *he mumbled, temporarily ignoring what he had just said and agreed to his first comment about talking alone.*
Aengus Ettes [3:56 P.M.]: -Sean nodded his head and moved of. He lead them down along the side of a hill and then over to a small stream that was running along side it. Next to it was a small rock about the size Lij had been sitting on. The sun was shinning on it and Sean stopped there. They were fear enought away from everyone, no one was going to hear them, but if they were called they could heary back.-
music obsessed81 [4:00 P.M.]: *Elijah carefully placed his footing, trying to go easy on the rubber feet and not make too much of a mess with them to be scolded by make-up and make everyone wait longer. Once at the stream he looked around and smiled a little bit at the location, suddenly getting a random feeling of peace and serenity. Lij stuck his hands into his deep jacket pockets and set his eyes back on Sean.* "Beautiful spot."
Aengus Ettes [4:03 P.M.]: -He turned to face Lij.- "I think so..." -He said it in a such a way that lij would know he wasn't really talking about the secanery around them. A light girn played over the side of his lips, and his green eyes would get a small twinckl in them.-
music obsessed81 [4:09 P.M.]: *Lij's heart raced a little hearing the tone of his voice and his expression, but he held his stare on the older man and tried to carefully work around what was happening.* "You... wanted to talk to me? About something?"
Aengus Ettes [4:11 P.M.]: "Yeah..." -Sean said and sighed. He walked over to the rock and leaned back aginst it. There was enought more there for the both of them so he potted the rock.- "You look tired..." -He said, then added- "About the other night..."
music obsessed81 [4:15 P.M.]: *Lij shuffled over to the rock and leaned back next to Sean, keeping his hands in his pockets.* "I am tired. It's been rough for me these last couple of nights."
Aengus Ettes [4:17 P.M.]: "I know..." -Sean said and sighed. He lefted his hands up and rubed at his face, feeling guilty. He didn't know what was going on in Lij's life, but was sure he hadn't helped any.- " I am sorry I have a part in that...after that...kiss..." -He swallowed hard and looked down at his feet.-
music obsessed81 [4:20 P.M.]: *Elijah looked over and watched the side of Sean's face, shaking his head slightly.* "Noo. No, Sean. It's not entirely about you, trust me. It's mostly some shit Dom, Orli, and I are going through right now. That kiss is barely anything in the problem."
Aengus Ettes [4:22 P.M.]: "Oh.." -Sean looked away. Will that was good to know, but he kind of felt like he just got kicked in the stomice. He wasn't so sure what to think now. He had hoped...Will yeah didn't want to think about that anymore.- "Will...Thats good then..." -Sean said and made to get onto his feet again, unable to hid some of the hurt in his voice.-
music obsessed81 [4:30 P.M.]: *Elijah picked up the awkwardness in Sean's voice almost immediately.* "Sean, are you okay? You're really uncomfortable with all of this, I can tell."
Aengus Ettes [4:32 P.M.]: "Its fine.." -Sean said shacking his head. He got up and walked a few feet away. He sighed again.- "I don't know what the porblem is. I just thought, that maybe you were worryed about me or something. Guess I was wrong...I thought maybe..." -Sean stopped himself from going.- "If its not a bother then forget it."
music obsessed81 [4:41 P.M.]: *Lij pushed himself off the rock and followed a few steps toward him.* "It's bothering you, I can tell and have always been noticing it, and even if I wasn't drunk--" *He let himself spill the sentence easily, but cut himself off unsure if Sean really wanted to hear him continue.*
Aengus Ettes [4:43 P.M.]: -Sean turned around and took other steped away from Lij. He didn't want to be to close to the younger man. Not after what he said, after...Sean blinked.- "You weren't that drunk Lij..."
music obsessed81 [4:47 P.M.]: "Yeah, but it still affected me.." *Lij now tried to push the topic out of Sean, just so he could clear his mind from the load which Elijah had seem to put on him. He carefully took another step forward.*
Aengus Ettes [4:48 P.M.]: -Sean tipped his head to one side as Lij took a step closer to him. His heart picked up a few beats. He glanced away, then back to him. Had Lij felt something when he kissed him? Something was better then nothing wasn't it? He could work with something.- "Lij..."
music obsessed81 [4:55 P.M.]: "Look, you were the one who wanted to bring me here. Talk about this. Even if--" *He hesitated, moving his hands around a little, trying to word everything correctly.* "Even if I didn't drink anything... I probably.." *He signed and turned back towards the rock, sitting on it and holding his head in his hands, linking his fingers through the bangs of his wig.* "I probably would have reacted the same way."
Aengus Ettes [4:58 P.M.]: -Sean sighed seeing Lij, get so upset. Yes, Sean himself was alittle upset. How could blame him for being. Lij just as much told him, he wasn't a thought in his life, when maybe Sean had been hoping he had been. He was letting Lij of the hook, he had orlando and Astin to worry about, not him.- "Fuck..." -Sean muttered under his breath. Now what should he do? He took a deep breath and walked back over to Lij.- "Witch wasn't much..." -Sean said soflty. He then reached out and layed his hands on Lij's shoulders.- "I get it Lij..I wasn't very much of an after thought, after it. I get that you and the other Three have something going on, I don't know what. I just was hoping for alittle more then what I got.. Thats all."
music obsessed81 [5:11 P.M.]: *Lij stayed the way he was when Sean laid his hands on his shoulders.* "Well.. It surprised me, really. And my mind kept screaming about the age difference between us. I tried to block it out and go along with it, but couldn't."
Aengus Ettes [5:14 P.M.]: "Yeah." -Sean nodded his head, and sighted a bit.- "I don't know what to say to you Lij. I want lie and say that the age didn't throw me ether. Because it dose. For godseaks I have a doughter your age. I want lie to you ether and say that I know the the fuck I am going, because I don't. But I also will not lie to you and tell you I didn't enjoy it, or that I wouldn't mind if it happened again." -Sean leaned alittle into Lij, in a none thiting kind of way. Just lighty, hoping to give as much comfornt as he coul to the youner man. Thats all he wanted, to offer him as much as Lij was willing to take. To get to know him better.-
music obsessed81 [5:26 P.M.]: *Lij lifted his head, and stared into Sean's eyes, a little unsure what to say or how to react.*
Aengus Ettes [5:28 P.M.]: "I..." -Sean said looking down at Lij.- "I just..want a chances to see what this is...Maybe go to dinner, get to know you better." -He smiled a little.- "If nothing comes of it other then a good friend that I would be happy with that." -Sean bit down on his lower lip, getting that butterfly feeling again. His eyes showing what his mind was feeling.- "Fuck...I real want to kiss you again.." -Sean chuckled.-
music obsessed81 [5:57 P.M.]: *Lij smiled a little and stood up, never breaking his eye contact with Sean. He stood silently just staring at him for some long moments, allowing his mind to run with thoughts about what was said to him from Dom, journal posts made, what he thought and felt lastnight.. Finally breaking the stare by glancing away once to look back the way they came and made sure no one was watching or coming and faced forward again, quickly reaching up with one hand to Sean's shoulder and pulling him down, kissing him gently.*
Aengus Ettes [6:02 P.M.]: -Sean watched Lij get to his feet. The small smile fading from his lips alittle thinking he had done something wrong. To say he was suspered when Lij moved closer and then layed a kiss to his lips would be an understatment. He didn't think he would get the choise to kiss him again. But when Lij offered he wasn't about to say no. So he kissed Lij back genlty. His mouth opening a little into the kiss, but he did nothing to deepen it, tursting that if Lij wanted to do it he would.-
music obsessed81 [6:04 P.M.]: *Lij pulled away not going further with the kiss and opened his eyes, keeping Sean just a few inches from his face.*
Aengus Ettes [6:06 P.M.]: -Sean took a secand to hold this in his mind. The way that Lij's lips felt aginst his own. The way his breath tickled his mouth. he had a stsilly little hafe girn on his lips, when he opened his eyes and looked at Lij.- "Hey there..." -He would then say his voice soft and hushed.=
music obsessed81 [6:10 P.M.]: "Why me?" *He asked, in the same whispery voice. He breathed deeply though his nose, trying to keep his heart as a semi-calming beat.*
Aengus Ettes [6:12 P.M.]: -Sean girned a bit, and shock his head.- "I could lie to you right now and say half a million things I knoww you want to hear. But I am not going to Lij." -Slowly and hestnely Sean moved his head up and run a it over the back of Lij's back.- "I am going to tell you the turth. That I am not to sure why. It has something to do with your smiled. The way your eyes light up when your jocking around. The way your hair falls over your face. But its not just that. It has a lot to do with the way you act to. All fun loving and happy, and silly. But you know you rhave the most kinds heart I know. You want to help people, you want to make things right. I just...I want a choise to get to know that. To see the real Lij that no one ealys gets to."
music obsessed81 [6:23 P.M.]: "..Wow." *Elijah's eyes drifted around a little, soaking everything that was said.* "Thats a first. And I don't think I can compete with it and suggest someone else like I usually do." *He managed to stiffle out a laugh and relaxed his arm allowing it to slide down Sean's arm until being stopped by the chainmaile. He pushed his head back a little bit, but not his entire body, allowing Sean to keep a hold on him.* "The real me, huh? Usually what I show off is who I am though."
Aengus Ettes [6:27 P.M.]: "What do you mean, seggiste someone ealys?" -Sean tipped his head to the side watching Lij. As soon as he moved his hands, Sean wasn't so surewhat he should do. So he let go with one of his hands and let the other rest aginst Lij's side.- "I don't real belive that. Has to be something in your head, something you think when you look at something or someone." -Sean gave a shrug of his shoulders.- " I don't know whats going on with you right now Lij. But I would like to found out. Maybe over dinner?"
music obsessed81 [6:37 P.M.]: *Lij looked back a little confused, he hadn't wanted to make Sean a little annoyed at him for saying that, he just misunderstood what Lij had said. He tenced up a little bit, trying not to show it and nodded his head, cracking a smile.* "Sure? Dinner would work. What time?"
Aengus Ettes [6:41 P.M.]: -Sean wasn't so sure why Lij teansed up so much. He only asked him to exsplain himself. He smiled when Lij said yes. That was a good thing right.- "If you still feel safe driving around in a car with me...around 900ish, ill pick yuou up?"
music obsessed81 [6:44 P.M.]: "Sure. That'll give me enough time to get a shower in after filming. Last time was an accident caused by both of us, nothing big." *He grinned softly then suddenly snapped his head to the side, eyes wide and alert, then quickly scrambled out of Sean's arms.* "Shit, let go!"
Aengus Ettes [6:47 P.M.]: "Alrighty then." -Sean girned and was just about to lean in and give Lij a pick on the lips when hmoved out of his arms. Sean blinked and then hared there names being called.- "Right...Lets go.." -He chuckled and head of back, girning at Lij.-
music obsessed81 [6:51 P.M.]: *He giggled a little and could feel his ears start turning pink from blushing. Crap, this was new, he'd never blush like this, or at least it was really rare if he did, and he pushed his hands back into his pocket following him and keeping a straight enough face making it act like nothing happened.*