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I can't sleep ( Read more... )

I hate it here!!!!

I want another job or something, I can't handle not working 40 hours a week. I just need like 10 more a week, so I don't know where to go.

Nothing makes me happy

except running....and I am sick right now so that doesn't even work

I hate drinking

I hate me

it makes me cry to know that nothing makes me happy anymore

I am disappointed every morning that I wake up ( Read more... )

Marathon is in 3 days, and I can't think of anything else.

But I'm still not happy...teach me how to be

I'm hiding behind these smiles

Theres something really wrong with me

If only I was stronger

social anxiety. social anxiety. social anxiety. aghhhh! Why do I make plans with people I don't ever want to hang out with and also not be able to make plans with people I want to see. On one hand, this guy has been trying for over a year, and still hasn't got the hint, so I have to hang out with him it seems in order for him to get the hint. ( Read more... )

"An eating disorder is not usually a phase, and it is not necessarily indicative of madness. it is quite maddening, granted, not only for hte loved ones of the eating disordered person but also for the person herself. It is, at hte most basic level, a bundle of deadly contradictions: a desire for power that strips you of all power. A gesture of ( Read more... )

Hey ( Read more... )

i HATE when I come to work to see that I'm scheduled for a RANNNNNNNNDOM ass day. I asked off for Saturday becuase that is my normal morning and I'm going home. So I get scheduled on Sunday. WTF. If i take off one day of the weekend wouldn't you just assume it's because I have something going on? Dumbass

New running shoes=)