im so tired of studying, its 4am, i might call it quits ahhhhh fuck im going to fuck up this exam

so im really trying to get this semester together. its my last chance, everyone knows that...thanks for that mom. anyways ive been trying so hard to study; i  assign specific times i HAVE to sit down and read and i make myself go to the library every friday and wed. I haven't missed a class except for when i was pretty down and out yet still ( Read more... )

i hate the feeling of guilt
Im confused on how to feel right now
i just want to help
and its seems the more i try the worse i fail
and theres really nothing i can do
that will ever be enough
i just hate to see them hurting
not one of them deserves the shit they go through
i deserve that shit...i do

at least i feel home

i just dont want to sleep
im getting kind of tired but i just feel like never sleeping again
i need to start waking up at 10am, not going to bed at 10am...im flipped

at least a few people here are on the same schedule

i woke up today and seriously felt like i had drowned ( Read more... )

so what do you think is next?

joe is a really cool guy

thought everyone should know

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it never ends does it?

There's a lot that I don't know
There's a lot that I'm still learning
When I think I'm letting go
I find my body it's still burning

And you hold me down
And you got me living in the past
Come on and pick me up
Somebody clear the wreckage from the blast

Yeah I'm alive
But I don't need a witness
To know that I've survived
I'm not looking for ( Read more... )