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My toe is gone fuck. I just pray I won't ooc. What kind of joke is this to play on me. When something better happens it threatens to take it away ( Read more... )

when you're in those trenches, the only person who can get you out is yourself.

no matter how people around me try, only I can allow myself to be lifted. knowing this, yet I refuse to. classic case of my stubbornness. for so long, so many times in my life.
sorry.

moodswing? not really.

fucking haze. _|_

i wish i could've went there earlier ytd. seeing the photos really makes me reminiscence.... there's a saying that goes, reminiscing is just you blocking out the sad memories. maybe its true, but its also very true that I love the disc, the field, and the teammates ( Read more... )

in the span of a few days, so much can change ( Read more... )

in the split second when he asked the golds, I decided not to raise my hand and give the chance away again. thoughts of field camp ran through my head.

It was kinda sudden, so I hope that that's what I really want. i hope I will stand by my choice till the end.

regrettably, the biggest push factor then was the prospect of leaving juliet. hahaha

you never learn. you never do. 2nd time again. wtfh. suck it up loser. now you figure out yourself what to do idiot.

i pray again, so hard, that I will sleep properly for the first time in weeks. but how?

dont feel like this again please omg please.....( Read more... )

didn't think much of it at first, but as I continued listening it surprisingly caught on with me. seeeeeee you

sic/pun

i wouldn't mind people throwing crushed paper at me in front of everyone if they held words close to me.