last night ended with me crying in ed-GARs arms
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i love that boy

i'm "sick" so i didnt go to school

i dont want to work tomorrow
& i think i'm hanging out with rachel tomorrow night :]]]

life sucks

tonight samantha & ed-GAR are coming over to eat pizza with me
i miss ed-GAR
i hope its fun tonight
blahh

i got the new taking back sunday cd yesterday
i went to the mall, then target with samantha
it was fun
& the cd is good

blahhhhh
die ?

school-lame
i love my old friends
i saw them on thursday night
for my birthday
at olive garden
& today dani came over for like an hour & a half & brought lunch
i love my big sister

fucking finally i'm 15
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blahhh
today i was supposed to go to rachels soccer game
& her mom was supposed to pick me up
but she never did
:/
hmm
i wanted to go

i think i have to ( Read more... )

i'm home now
but i have to go to marina
i hate this
:[[[[
this sucks to no end
the mental hospital was HORRRIBLEEEE
i cant even explain how horrible
& it just made things worse
& now i have to go to a new high school where i dont know anyone
:[
this sucks.
i'm going to be a huge loner

right now i'm in the hospital
cuz i "tried to kill myself"
i took 51 tylenol
on easter
cuz i didnt wanna move 6 hours away with my aunt
& my mom was forcing me to
they had to pump my stomach
& i have to take this icky medicine every 4 hours that tastes like rotten eggs & smells like it too
it's pretty shitty
& tomorrow or the next day i have to go to a ( Read more... )

i'm really sad
i miss edgar :[

i went to franks last night
& told my mom i was at rachels doing a report
but she called rachels
& her mom said i wasnt there
so my mom picked me up from franks
& she was really pissed

but whatever
i want to move out
but 1, i'm 14
and 2, i have no money

my birthday is april 27th though
almost 15

whatever

i like kevin
& i love cory
& ( Read more... )

so i'm grounded until forever
& i REALLY wanted to go on thursday with kevin :[
i really like him
i'm going to beg my mom
she wont let me though
i know it
i'm going to try though
i'm kevins date, natasha is "dukes" date.
grrr.
this really SUCKS
i'm retarded
& my mom took my cell phone :[

well. too much happened today to explain
& i'm just confused
basically, we had to call the cops on andy.
& it was just a bunch of crap.
& i pretty much love natasha. & erin is way awesome.
& i hooked up with natasha's ex boyfriend, kevin.
hmm. that's kinda weird that it's natasha's ex boyfriend
he's really nice though.
wow. this day was odd.

today is like don't answer your phone day. wtf.
no one is arounddd :[
& i should of gotten more money from working today :[
i need money
this day is just sucky so far
last night at franks was way fun though

yay someone is actually calling
okay it was bryan
he's so confusing
whatever

he thought i was going to make out with tommy & andy. wtffff.
just cuz i ( Read more... )

today was shitty
i'm going to franks tonight though
i'm waiting for andy & bryan to pick me up
gahh.