when lost thoughts are found they always hang around
if dogs could talk, we would ponder "what if cats could talk"
this black guy sitting next to me on the bleachers was hit by a foul ball
nothing sufices anyone, anymore-today counted as a notch below
i had a dream an asian woman tried to cheat me out of my pizza she was supposed to deliver, along with the blizzards-that bastard
(actual happening)the indian man called again this morning (at 10:30am waking me up like usual) asking for tom (my bro) i told him he doesnt live here anymore, he asked for a number to reach him, i told him i did not have that information, he responded with "Go to hell thomas eckermann" and hung up-ok umm what if tom had died and that was the reason he wasnt home huh? you inconsiderate gay-ass fudge-packing little cu nt-knocker
i think thats why it was a weird day, i woke up with that pleasant phone call
too much happens when your not around
friends get boyfriends and arent the same
the other people dont talk to you anymore
parents trust more now-i think
boys become more attractive :) just enough for them to catch me staring-its never enough to talk to them im such a pussy
there is still confusion, but everytime i return i know why i never wanted to
they hire more people at work=i need another job grrrrrr
with accidents you may never know what will happen-my whole life is chock full of accidents
welp two things wont change here
1) no matter how much they practice, iowa cubs SUCK ASS and will as long as im single.....
2) i will forever be single-'tis my destiny (im ok with it i truely am-it would be nice to be able to hug someone without them feeling weird.... but its ok)
. . . -its not at all phasing anymore, being a lesser of my peers
i have two things they dont have heighth and hair
grrr someday, someday i will fullfill my craving for caramel and go back to old time habits
i made no sense and im proud - not one person understands everything
today-its come back, im mellow, i think too much, its another weird one
anything you wish for could come out wrong
i regret not talking to alot of people-i hope they dont think im a snob
i realized i cant stay mad at someone...if i ever get mad its toward an inatimate object and it doesnt last long (with the exception of my new phone of which i despise insanely deep-like)
i eat so many bagels, just call me bagel
i love driving my van because its white and i can lay down in it (when its in park)
i like when people call me, but i dont like when they call me after curfew...whats the point?
MS. CLEO CALLED ME AT WORK!!!! yes that is right ladies and gentlemen, Ms. Cleo herself ,she thought i was a virgo but other than that she was correct...except for not knowing my birthday and that i will have a baby in three months and that i had three strongly present men in my life hmmm its ok we all have our off days
having one friend was fun you dont have to worry about calling people, just show up
its sad some spend hundreds of dollars on fabric to "attract" a being...when what every(sane)body wants is someone to accept "who they are"
look at it, are you used to this? you wont like it at first because you arent familiar with it, you wont give it a second chance, i hate first impressions
its spinning, i think im sick
i like green, but what is having a favorite color....maybe your green is someone elses blue!
yup, this is my life, like it, hate it, review it, and think im simply nuts, your opinion of this post describes my days, then my day today and most likely some more days to come
its better than hurting
i didnt brush my teeth today-i chewed gum
it was his birthday i should have
bowling? is for those poor people who still have money, you know?
i think im done-i dont regret this one
i grant acceptance to everyone who reads this
(thats what everyone truely wants-its behind every wish)
see you at house of bricks at 5ish with underoath FBMF eighteen visions and all my other aquaintences, that i will not have the guts to talk to at allllll grrr
body is dead yet life lives on?
sorry
i <3 you, all of you