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[liftedandgifted]

even going to see the nutcracker with my mother and grandmother proved to be quite depressing on the whole. tears met my cheeks during the first few pieces as I was whisked back to this time last year when I was adjusting to life in a non-home and filled with the excitement of a new friendship with Jenna. it was beautiful and that's what made me

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[nodaisybuchanan]

i know what it is and i know how you feel and it's sometimes a comfort to see that you can feel this way too

especially when it's six ayem and i've been up shivering for two hours
...and not because it's cold.

i hope things get sunny for you
but i know the winter is not a sunny time
you always will have me andy.

brenna

[liftedandgifted]

sometimes I tell myself it's worth it. be feeling such intense everything I stretch my soul, my being to its absolute limits and I use up everything that is within my grasp. sometimes I think that it's good that I'm able to get the full range of life and existence. but I don't think it's true. maybe to feel this way once, to stretch out your palate and then revert back to a happy smaller dementia, but... hum yeah. thank you very much.