ministry was awesome. revolting cocks rocked as well as ministry itself. hurt everywhere and can't hear very well.

in other news the boy and i are back together. seems that we can work stuff out.

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on a side note...why am i so worried about all this? i've been in love before...i can do it again with someone else. why does this bother me so?

finally found my muse. played my trumpet for two days in a row and not disappointed in my ability. much to look forward to ( Read more... )

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to see or dream that you are in a wheelchair, suggests that you need to stand on your own two feet and stop depending on others.

hmmm....

so when i made myself an ass i really did. i give up. i am insane. and i'd like to stay that way. anyone wanting to enjoy the insanity, let me know and you can hang out with me. swear you'll catch it by osmosis. never know, it could be airborne. you could be in the same room with me right now and be ... catching IT! ha!

time for art and

i've pretty much made myself an ass. so i'll stop it now. still curious how both men i love can abandon me. the first...no fucking clue. the second...still no fucking clue, except i did make a declaration of "give me time." yet in my time of need he leaves. then i get "if it doesn't hurt it's not worth it." well you know i really don't ( Read more... )

i really should have owned 28 days when i quit drinking. it's about rehab and it really does remind me of myself in a way ( Read more... )

the dreams have begun...dreamed bo was at the club with some other girl. doesn't entirely bother me except i hate having these dreams. i know it's part of sussing process ( Read more... )