Confession: I havn't been growing.

Okay I'm out with it, I've said it.

Confession: I'm sick of it.

I havn't been going backwards in my walk. But I havn't been going forwards either. I've been laying on my bed...thirsty as I could ever be, with living water across the room. The only problem is, I'm too lazy to get my fat butt up and get a drink. ( Read more... )

I love Cynthia more than I can possibly express in here. She makes me feel so liberated...she makes me feel happy and carefree. I feel as though I could conquer an entire army single handed and run a thousand miles just to gain her attention or favor. I would do a whole lot for her...I love her deeply. I can't really describe it ( Read more... )

So I've talked to a spiritual mentor about this...his name's Brett, I have emmense respect for him. We were talking and he kinda brought up a subject that definately needed to be brought up. He's been gone for a while and I caught him on AIM and told him me and Cynthia were dating. He said he was fine with it if we just "kept our hands and lips to ( Read more... )

I really should start updating sooner...

LJ's being stupid and won't let me comment on anything...idiots.

ShadesofTruth aka Ashley (I think...man it's been a week and I've forgotten your name...ouch, sorry about that, I really am but I'm horrible with names) it's great to hear from you again! How was camp? I'd ask you on your journal, but I'm not even sure this will post ( Read more... )

I think it's funny on that survey. I mention Cynthia on all but two, and I'm not obsessing over her. But quite honestly I'm not. All of those things have to do with them physically being there, God is never physically here, but He's always here. I'm reading Genesis right now. At times it's dry, at times it's really cool ( Read more... )

What is your favorite..gum:Trident: Cool Rush restaurant:Uh...I guess Little Panda drink:Grape Juice season:Winter type of weather:Stratus clouds in the air...light rain emotion:Loved thing to do on a half day:Half day? what? late-night activity:Sleep sport:Hockey...people get hurt, lol city:New York was fun store:Family Christain Bookstore When ( Read more... )

Okay, so it just happened probably 10 minutes ago on the way home. I was coming back from Cynthia's house (yes she's back but this isn't the point of this story) and I was having trouble staying awake. This has happened before, I generally don't have my eyes closed for more than a few seconds. It's been a long few days, havn't gotten much sleep ( ( Read more... )

Cynthia...get home ( Read more... )

This is fun...