I am so excited. I am going to see the Suicide Girls 5th Anniversary Burlesque Show. I know you are jealous and who can blame you because I get to go see a bunch of naked hot bitches LIVE!!!!! I am so excited. My boyfriend is amazing for getting the tickets. Woohoo I'm legal on Sunday, finally ( Read more... )

My mind is running in a million different directions. I don't know whether I want to scream, cry, bitch to my friends (or lack there of), or just go to sleep and ignore everything. I am stuck. Stuck in a place that I fear will be in for possibly the rest of my life. Stuck between my mother and my sister, stuck between my friends and their issues ( Read more... )

Today is the first day of classes and I am still trying to get out of PAWS. I am not currently sure whether or not I should go to my class today since I am trying to drop it. The system won't let me do anything without pretty much every ones permission. This probably doesn't make any sense to anyone but it makes me feel better ( Read more... )

I leave for my brother's wedding on Wednesday. That is a six day trip with my family about 4 days of which I will be confined to a car. Let's just say I am less than excited. Then I am home for about a week and it is off to frostburg for peer mediation training ( Read more... )

I just don't get it.

Summer is almost gone. Thinking about college makes me nauseous. The past few days I have slept a lot which is unusual for me but I don't think it is helping any. I still feel out of sorts and that I can't quite get anything right. Time moves on

It has most certainly been awhile. I have been outside mowing the lawn, doing yard work and then running for the past 3 hours. It has been so long since I have felt like I could breathe. My favorite part about running is this breaking point that I have due to smoking it is like I could give in and just walk slowly back home and kneel to the ( Read more... )

I don't sleep. I smoke. I eat terrible food. I always have about 5 fresh bruises on my body at any given time ( Read more... )

Tonight is no different. I can't sleep. Can't stop thinking. Benedryl may be my only ally at this point.

I can't sleep. I have tried everything. Watching a movie. Walking around. Listening to music. Laying in bed ( Read more... )

I will admit it...Ben Stiller managed to make one good movie..the Royal Tennanbaum's ( Read more... )