Something feels off. I wonder if it's just me. I believe it's safe to assume it is. I've finished the painting that has been bothering me the past month and everything is calm.
I believe tea is in order. I feel .... dim. Perhaps I'll go visit the unicorns.
[Private]
I've been feeling the same as I did before. Insecure and unstable. Painting. Isn't helping. Maybe the shooting range ... or something.
If Amanda were here we wou- no, it's no use thinking about 'if's. Amanda is gone. Megumi's gone. So many are gone. And who will be next.
I feel so insecure. I'm not shining as I should and I can feel it. It's strange, I can actually feel it now. I worry that someone will notice. And ... no, I'm simply being stupid and insecure .... but I wonder ...