saw the day after tomorrow. that movie has left me very emotionally unstable. for once in my life i wish i wasn't such a loner...

i'm a gonna go see the day after tomorrow at 915 cause i'm bored as hell and someone doesn't have their cell on!...later...

the sun is evil...it should be destroyed...i think i will blow it up...owwness...

i am the only nutter that would buy a venti mocha frap w/whip cream and choco. suryp(spelling?) at 9:30 at night then drive to katy and back just for the hell of it...ain't i crazy ( Read more... )

my parents actually made me go look for a job...not fun...i saw troy last night, now that was fun! i went to dinner with 4 other nahs members. a total of 5. there was supposed to be 6...grrr on the nahs member that wasn't present, but it was cool all the same. i suppose it was better that there was only the five cause we are pretty close and could ( Read more... )

so prom wasn't as bad as antisipated but not as good as it could of been. i danced with some friends of mine. two danced so white its not even funny! and the other is a good dancer. still wish i had gotten to ride in a limo and go somewhere afterwards but oh well i guess. i suppose its just as well b/c about 30 min after i got home i fell asleep. i ( Read more... )

tomorrow night is prom. i'm supposed to be a giddy and happy and crap like that but i'm not, why? here is why: i do not have a date, that in and of its self is a very depressing thought; i have to spend all night w/my 'best' friend who has been really getting on my nerves lately, she has drasticly changed from the person i once was comfortable ( Read more... )

i got a call from my grandma a few days ago. she is about 65 years old and has some health problems. some physical some mental, mental being she has acute alsteimers(spelling?) and paranoia. she wants me to take a trip w/her to west virgina this summer to meet my older half siblings. i told her i need to ask my parents, she so 'helpfully' reminded ( Read more... )

i have a cold...need nighquil and sleep...

all my life i have been the fat girl in the class. i'm fairly used to it by now but that does not stop me being negative about things concerning males. like prom for example. i have a very negative look about how it is going to go for me b/c of past experiences i've had w/males. my negativity is the way i deal w/things. i am a pessimist. i can't ( Read more... )