Ok. That's Quite enough.
Look. I didn't want to make any more posts to you... you fucking idiot.
But DON'T start on Kel. Do you understand me?
Don't you EVER make her feel like that again.
Don't go putting your own inadequacies onto her.
We love each other. I'm sorry you can't handle that. I'm sorry you seem to think it's your fucking mission in life to make sure that anyone I care about no longer sees me in the light that you wanted to.
I'm sorry you wanted me to be absolutely perfect and were heartbroken when I turned out to be less than that. But I told you Right from the start about that didn't I? Didn't I?!
Yes! I'm dark. Kel KNOWS this. YES. I have difficulty expressing how I feel on occasion. I'm working on that, because Kel, unlike you, doesn't judge me for actually being less than 100% strong.
I was all prepared to put you and your pathetic little lies out of existence out of my head forever.. but when I hear you're saying lovely things like
and I quote. none of her words have been edited. At all.
"T 0neWingedAngel: For one. She's freaking how old? It's -illegal- for one thing.. she's 16. I'm 23. this is legal in the UK. I don't give a fuck about the US
For two. I'm not a heretic. You've given into her, and the minute you disagree with her she'll shun you, like she did me. You have no idea what she did to me because I didn't love her like that.
For three. This is why i took Steph in. She's with Jeri and I, and we're all in love, quit rubbing it in her face how in love you are with Reb."
or " 0neWingedAngel: You didn't help Steph!
T 0neWingedAngel: I'm WITH Steph.
T 0neWingedAngel: Girlfriend.
T 0neWingedAngel: In love.
Renochan666: Debz, lemme make this clear.
T 0neWingedAngel: Yeah, I took her in."
Well now doesn't THAT sound like in love... doesn't to me..
"I took her in.." let me Consider that... you "take in" a stray puppy... you don't "take in" a human being. Please work that out. That's not love.
"T 0neWingedAngel: Go and be happy with Reb.
0neWingedAngel: Ruin your life.
0neWingedAngel: See how far you get when you don't give her what she wants
T 0neWingedAngel: she'll take advantage of you
T 0neWingedAngel: adn when you're no longer of use..
T 0neWingedAngel: you'll be tossed away like the god knows how many people were
T 0neWingedAngel: there's a list.
T 0neWingedAngel: I'm laughing at you, Kel.
T 0neWingedAngel: A child..T 0neWingedAngel: a very immature child
T 0neWingedAngel: you're going to waste your life on this.
T 0neWingedAngel: For Reb taking advantage of a child!
T 0neWingedAngel: You can't see it yet!
T 0neWingedAngel: She'll coat her words with honey...
T 0neWingedAngel: and then you'll see.
T 0neWingedAngel: I put up with it for 3 fucking years
T 0neWingedAngel: She doesn't love.
T 0neWingedAngel: She -can't-
T 0neWingedAngel: and that's why you cling to her
T 0neWingedAngel: because you'd be alone
T 0neWingedAngel: You fucking don't know what love is.."
Ok.. that's it. I admit I am pissed off.. I want the world to see EXACTLY what the hell it is you're up to here.
Because yeah. you might try to convince Her you just want her to see "your side" but in effect what you have been saying to her is "if you don't leave her.. you obviously no longer care about someone who I took away from you in the first place."
So yeah. Stop it. Stop trying to turn people against me Debz. it's not going to work anymore. Kel Loves me. Get over that.
I love Kel. Get over that too,.
don't you get it? Don't feel over triumphant Just because you managed to get one or two of my friends to think differently about me with your sly ways.
I'm showing Everyone EXACTLY what you are.
you "put up with me" for 3 years? Interesting... whatever happened to "You always made me smile" so which time are you lying about? It has to be one or the other Deborah. Yeah there are things I could say about you. I won't. I don't need to. I don't need to lower myself to destroying your confidences just because you've revealed who you are.
I mean it this time.
Pick on me if you Really have to. I know better than to listen to you.
But dont' pick on Kel. Kel's had it hard enough already. She's putting herself together after you worked out the best way to Really harm her. It's not going to work anymore.
You've got us both blocked now. All I can say is good. Leave her the hell alone. Leave Me the hell alone. Be happy with the chaos you've already caused. And just Stop trying to fuck our lives up.
I've had it with you! You might think you'll succeed. but hell girl. you've got SO much to learn.
I wouldn't have made this post at all except I think it's about time you learnt about reality. It's time you let yourself live YOUR life and not tried to live other peoples. Stop trying to "help" people when in reality all you're doing is working out how best to slice at them next.
I won't lie down and take that. That's all I have to say. I've been angry before.. but well done.. you get the prize, I have NEVER felt so pissed off in my entire life. To attack me.. that's one thing.. but to attack Kel... a girl who is fragile enough already without Any help from you. That's not just mean.. it's sick. Don't you understand that? By implying that Kel can't love, or that because Kel decided she had fallen in love with someone who loved her back, therefore any feelings she had before weren't real... it's as dark as I am. Well done. You've reached my level. Don't you feel fucking proud. I hope you do.
Rebecca.