anyways, im somewhat depressed. and hiding it as always. what im depressed about is that fathers day is coming and its another time. that my father wont be around. me and my dad where very close. and it suck to think about it. i have so many cards for him and shit and i cant even see him and he cant see me. its fucking redic. idk its just a very ( Read more... )

i went out this weekend. i was so happy. i saw ppl i havent seen in the longest like alex. it was really kool. also went clubbing saw my friend Spike there. it was also of fun. i got drunk as usualy.lol. and thats pretty much it. im in queens going home in a lil while. and chillin around for awhile be4 i go home.so yea talk to ya pplz later!

so yea im better now. thank god. im sick of being sick.lol. im finaly allowed out. and tomarrow im going clubbing with a bunch of friends in the city. i cant wait.

PS. some ppl really need to learn to stop talking shit. cuz everyone is gonna find out!

well i finally went to the ER at Good Sam. and things got bad. they took alot of blood , piss sample to do test. i was there since 12:00 - 5:00pm. what a mess. i did have a urniary track infection that turned into a kidney infection and if i dont get the meds soon (btw which is 100bucks)it will turn into a kidney stone. but im getting the meds and ( Read more... )

so yea i have alot of shit to think about. idk how well its gonna go. anyways i have been in the city for the pass like 5-6 days at my friends it has been good. i need a vac. from rockland and all that lil pathic bullshit. even tho i find out more and more fucked up shit it goes alot. but w.e. thats rockland for i soppose. i dont have this crap to ( Read more... )

way to funnie:
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nothing much going on. found out shit. uummmm i wrote 2 new poems im not posting it here god only knows what ppl will say about them or steal them. but thats it. tomarrow chillin with the illest ppl. nick chris and alex its gonna be fun!

sneek up. run away. high speed chase. dirt mound. been found. cops called. crazy ppl. thats all i ahve to say that happen. way too funnie.

im playing paintball tomarrow with a few friends at ABC. i ficking cant wait.

so far as i see it. alot of good is coming. im going to sign up for the GED Test. im going to RCC and see if i can take some online classes. i might be getting this job. so far karma has been good to me. i hope it last.