i have a trip to florida in just over a week this a good thing because for four days i will be free of this stupid state and all that goes with it now to the parent part of my entry my parents do not know of this little trip so they think i have been staling to get anther job they where right of course because that is exactly what i'm doing but to ( Read more... )

there are few more moments before sears closes at this point i will have to go home deal with my mom who is on the war path i am sure my time is limited now but at least i have backups this time i been trying to get a hold of sis for a while wanting to know if i could crash at her place for a couple of days i just dont want to go home right now but ( Read more... )

i am growing weary of this dating game i like someone and i cant tell them i care deeply but can not love perhaps my mind is ready but i can not be my self with most of the people i have dated recently there has been only one in the past two years and i cant not even see her face i am growing weary of always playing the good guy at the cost of what ( Read more... )

i know God is not the most popular subject around but last night i have to admit was the first time i relized just how powerful he was i mean been broken before for the lost for my sin but last night was somthing else my body felt like it was on fire my ears my hands my feet i shook i cried so much i was drained i just couldn't leave the alter i ( Read more... )

well after bugging sis prettyearly in the morning i went to sleep at my friends house woke up went home took a shower left for church left church came to work and here i sit for the next nine hours i will be bored out of my mind but there are bright spots i'll get to talk to sis and i got church till wednesday so fun fun fun for me

yours truely

i figured something out today and i feel so great about it i been stressing over 8 million little things that dont mean a thing what my parents want what my friends want all this crap that adds up to like nuthin i am finally going to do this and by this i mean my life my way fail or succeed it'll be my way i after this fact cleared my mind today i ( Read more... )

i absolutly hate crazy x's i ran in to one today while at a movie with sis this girl who i dated for all of two weeks decided the best cuorse of action was to cause a rippen tearin fuss over nuthin try to call me and cuss me out for what i didn't do in our sort relation ship if you could call it that i ended the tuff by turning my phone off and ( Read more... )

i am officially tired of relationships i think i'm going to take a break and just take girls to the movies or some no comitment for a while will be a good cange of pace for me to much stress in my life to worry about a girlfriend at the same time little sis you understand where i'm coming from here right any way i just wanted to do a qiuk update ( Read more... )

well i had to do anther one it's been a while since i've been here i mean over six months rather a sock but i was in no hurry i had to move get a job and think about school which sis you aint going to like since i'm probably not going to go to until after this summer you've got my number if you would like to call me over that issue oh and hey j ( Read more... )

hi sports fans yep i'm in maine the state that is the highest up in the Continental U.S I'm here visiting a grandma and little sis you are right it is different up here there hot is my pleasant there pleasant is my chilly and the rain is different to it's like GA's winter rain i cant believe how differnt things are up here i think we need passports ( Read more... )