Someone jumped out of a building and killed themself on my school's library today. All classes were cancelled. Wierd.

Waiting, waiting. I feel numb. Any secound now, my Grandma could stop breathing. Please God let her live. I dont want to let her go, but I have no choice. What can I do? Absolutely nothing. This fucking sucks ( Read more... )

I love being an English major but when I start to think about what I will do with a degree in it, I get a little freaked out. So I try not to think about that at all, but then I wonder if repressing these thoughts will just make it worse. Sometimes I just want to major in acting and say fuck everything at least I'm doing something I love. Sometimes ( Read more... )

My Grandma is doing better!!!! Shes in recovery!!!!! Thankyou everyone for your prayers and concerns...this is truly a miracle ( Read more... )

Death is so complicated. No matter how many times you lose someone, it never gets easier. I wish I could take my Grandma's cancer and stomp on it or burn it or something so that she could live. Today I found out she only has a few hours left and is bearly conscious. What can I do? I'm so angry and sad. I dont want to let her go, but I dont want her ( Read more... )

Going to school in New York City is like one giant roller coaster ride. My roomates are some of the most complex and intersting people that I have ever met. We have our fights, our ups and downs, but all in all weve been tearing this damn city up. Weve had so many good times and its only been 5 months. But I guess thats what u get when u live with ( Read more... )

I am really excited bc i just got a letter from Marrymount saying that me and Jamie are going to be roomates!!! I cant wait to get to the city...its going to be so awesome. I move in August 31st. Very soon :)

311 is so awesome. The july 24th concert was amazing!! I cant wait to see them again lol.

random quote

"You've got to learn how not to be where you are.
The more you face reality, the more you scar.
So close your eyes and you'll become a movie star.
Why must you stay where you are?"

Keeping yourself busy is good but I may be over-doing it a little working 7 days a week with classes at Brookdale. But its all worth it when I get paid. Im saving alot but spending of course too. I just wish sometimes i was at the beach instead of at work.

~Christine

This summer has been awesome. I love being in my pool all the time. I really missed that when it was winter. I especially liked me and Jana's night at point pleasant of basically driving and eating chocolate and nasty fruit stripped gum. Why was it so good when we were little?? But Jana was by far the best dressed person there. lol. I mean a random ( Read more... )