I am so discontent. I promise that's not a bad thing. It's just I'm frustrated somewhat, because I want to do so many things. I want to grow in so many areas and learn so many new things and go a million different places and talk to all kinds of people. I want to love perfectly, but I know I never will completely. I'm anxious for heaven. I wonder ( Read more... )

utterly insane. completely out of my mind. about to jump out of a plane. yes!

does anyone else think that would be entirely fun? I really seriously think I would enjoy that a lot. This really big, lovely breeze just came rushing past me, and I just thought it would be neat to jump out of a plane and have the cool feeling of the air blowing past me ( Read more... )

( What kind of bride are you? )

Today has been quite an..uh...interesting day. I seriously think I'm bipolar, ha. I go from almost crying really hard to nearly peeing my pants from laughing so hard. fdjkhgjhg...that makes me feel like a moron, but I'll get over it one day ( Read more... )

I am outnumbered. They're ganging up on me. It's almost worse than normal. I really don't feel like I have control over anything. My ten year old cousin is telling me to confront my nine year old cousin and apologize for being bossy. What is this world coming to?! I go from being peoples best friends to their worst enemy, and it switches back and ( Read more... )

hey Emmy Happy Birthday. well its two days late but oh well.I went you to know that your a grate sister and your fun to talk to.sometimes I mite think your mean.But your a very nice person. You always went to grow closer to God.when I grow up I hope I can be like you. Love your crazy sister Eden ( Read more... )

Do not be afraid of sudden fear, nor of the onslaught of the wicked when it comes; for the Lord will be your confidence and will keep your foot from being caught. Proverbs 3 (read the whole chapter)

"There's nothing to be afraid of, 'I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.' It won't be as bad as you think." I know, but it's so much ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really wish I would learn my lesson and move on with life. But noooo, I have to do the same stupid thing over and over and over and over and over. I figured out that- you don't have to learn everything the hard way! haha, amazing. Do I find learning things the hard way appealing? Who knows. I can't help feeling like a failure. I bring ( Read more... )

I miss my cousin a lot. Kristina is her name, and she is going to be sixteen on the twenty-eighth of this month. Happy Birthday, since I won't talk to you before then probably. Geez, freaking call my or something already. You are missing out on a bazillion details of my life. She's pretty tall, and she plays basketball and soccer and volleyball. ( Read more... )

ohmygoshohmygoshogmygooosh! hi, I'm updating. I've been wanting to for forever, but I just have not found the time. So how is everyone doing? No seriously, I want to know. It's always kind of annoyed me when you ask people how they are, and they don't really tell you. OR when people ask you, and you actually tell them how life really is, but they ( Read more... )