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[lightelation]

I saw a friend last night. And I woke up this morning, rolled over, and read Vonnegut under the stale 10:00 sun. I realized I just don't really care that much to see people right now. Inevitably they ask me how I am doing right now, (shittily), then why (because I'm waiting for someone), and I have to explain a lot of things that are completely

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[lightelation]

Haha.. I was happy to see you post about books too. The summer after my last year of high school, I met up with two other friends that I thought I had nothing in common with and we started an informal "book club" that met once a week. Now they are some of my closest friends.. as in when we talk, even if it's not often, we have a deep sense of connection. It's a certain type that likes to connect with others in this way through books haha. I was thinking of maybe even starting a youtube "book club," where I would talk for a few minutes about the poignant parts and overall themes of a book I had just finished, but I always have these unreasonable ideas that I don't have time for. Maybe you should do something like that!

[lightelation]

Oh wait, I didn't mean to make it sound like you have a bunch of time on your shoulders, but that it would be a good avenue to find others to talk about books with, because then it's not just intimidating text on a backlit screen to have to slough through.

[bubblegumsex]

Even when I do give advice often its not that good, haha!

I really liked the first block of quotes. The "eating my own flesh" one in particular, and you know why