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[lightlyfalling]

I really want to try to get back into the habit of using this thing, because I have pretty much nobody to talk to here but there are times when I really just want to talk about myself, which sounds lame and stupid but is utterly true, and one day I'm just going to snap and start screaming everything I've never said and it'll be ugly.

So.

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[dreadpirateandi]

Is there just no good, believable way of telling someone that they're smart and funny and kind and perfect and there is no way I can ever possibly see myself falling in love with them?

A swift kick to the gonads usually does the trick. I'm told they hate that.

[lightlyfalling]

^^ Lovely idea. I'm sure that would get the point across very efficiently.

Also, you are amazing and I ♥ you.

[littlechoes]

you would think that i would have become the master at telling them all that...i'm not. not really.

instead i'm just some bitch; a girl i know is on-and-off sleeping with some guy, but she wants to be with him. and last night, he drunkenly kept making passes at me and i should have said something.

instead, i giggled when he told me my wrists were captivating.

all i can say is, lady-love, don't worry about it. any of it. maybe i can see you when i'm home in march? though i warn you, you may not recognize me. i look the same, but i'm something totally different. it may just be that the midwest is a different world and i'm a different person there. we'll see.

in short, don't read all my rambling. it doesn't mean anything.
iloveyou.

[lightlyfalling]

I just wasn't expecting it to be so hard. I mean, obviously I would've if I'd really thought about it, but I never did; I liked him okay, and I just kept hoping it would never come up. Which was stupid and not good enough.

Well, in his defense, you're pretty amazing. ♥ And in your defense, compliments are hard to turn away from.

I'll try not to, I promise. And that would be lovely. You have a way of looking at the world that I miss - along with the rest of you, of course, no matter how much you've changed. ^^

I love you, too, darling.

[littlechoes]

still too complicated for words.

still, i love you.

[magussum]

You are ridiculously cool. Despite how many times I've used that adverb adjective combination tonight, it still retains its full meaning! Amazing isn't it

[lightlyfalling]

^^ It is indeed amazing.

I'm glad - both because you're ridiculously cool (look! It still works!) and you deserve it, and because that gives me hope. I'm sure there must be ridiculously cool people hidden somewhere on this campus, and I simply have not yet located their hiding place. Possibly I'm just not looking hard enough.

That is an incredible moment; it is both a brilliant story, because all stories about explosions of any kind are brilliant, and also I feel better now. ^^ If awkward moments have a redeeming feature, it's that they make for good explosion stories.