it's over.

i would have liked to know why, but i tried calling 13 times and honestly, that's kind of a waste of my time if he's not going to pick up.

i'm sorry i called him a brat and a donkeycunt and other such awful things. he can contact me when he's ready.

so last night i had a sore throat and i stayed in bed and watched most of The Office Season 3. and while i was watching, i kept thinking about the whole eric thing and just feeling worse and worse about it. so i sent him a bunch of crawl-back messages and even asked sara to beg him to call me for me. i got no response. except from sara who said ( Read more... )

UGH> Just UGH ( Read more... )

I've been thinking all day... and i don't know how long it will take me to forgive him, but i'll be here when he's ready. Because I think that's what love is ( Read more... )

Why am i driving Dan to the fucking train station now. Someone just tell me why. Please. ugh..... so tired ( Read more... )

So I went to this crazy Ron Paul rally with Dan Schmid. I didn't have to pay for it. Anyway, it was fun for a while, and Ron Paul had fun ideas, but then he started talking about Hemp and getting rid of paper money, and more hemp, and then i got really bored. So i'm going to go eat my Duck Fried Rice now. And watch Dorm Life ( Read more... )

no answer.

"i've lost you i've lost you i've lost you i've lost you i've lost you" - New Order

I sent eric an email as a last attempt to fix things. That was the subject line, actually ( Read more... )

Evan and Amy stayed over last night. I miss them so much. It was great to see them. And I got to see my buddies from Earthen. I had such a great night ( Read more... )

Boys are hopeless ( Read more... )