"Hey." Marie sat down opposite her. "You already ordered something? Or will we be done before we're halfway through the que?" She was balancing on the edge of the great emptiness and it somehow assured her.
[Ooc Jsyk all this is very close to home so I'm going to keep it short :)]
"Good, because I think this is a great excuse for a cinnamon explosion. Sugar.." Marie looked at her. I survived so much. Surely this too will pass. "Okay. How often, why, when and do you still feel the need to sleep with him? And.. why didn't I know? I thought you'd share your firs- no, less important."
Once! Only once. ::she forces herself to hold Marie's gaze though it feels blinding. all she needs to tell is the truth. marie will understand. the situation...:: It was a love spell, Marie or it never would have happened. And you did know. You saw us. You... you went to Charles and had him erase your memories. It's where the headaches have been coming from. Believe me! ::it takes effort for her not to get emotional:: I've wanted to talk to you about it so much, but I was afraid - your mind, what might happen. I couldn't hurt you anymore. And it was your choice to forget.
::she swallows hard:: It took me awhile. Whether or not it was magic it was still - the strongest I've ever felt for anyone. Love and infatuation and my first and... Look, I'm over it. Now. I still love him, always will. But not like that. I have Thor and Johnny has you and - those bedside vigils, I kind of put everything to rest. Told him as much too. Don't know if her remembers though.
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"Good, because I think this is a great excuse for a cinnamon explosion. Sugar.." Marie looked at her. I survived so much. Surely this too will pass.
"Okay. How often, why, when and do you still feel the need to sleep with him? And.. why didn't I know? I thought you'd share your firs- no, less important."
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::she swallows hard:: It took me awhile. Whether or not it was magic it was still - the strongest I've ever felt for anyone. Love and infatuation and my first and... Look, I'm over it. Now. I still love him, always will. But not like that. I have Thor and Johnny has you and - those bedside vigils, I kind of put everything to rest. Told him as much too. Don't know if her remembers though.
I'm sorry Marie. So sorry.
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