What can I say without sounding too horrible ( Read more... )

I can't believe myself. Or I can't believe him. One or the other.

Who would know that I would fall for him..again, and have the same thing happen..again..for the millionth time. You'd think i'd learn after 5 years of this on/off stuff.

"Rather Not"

So I'm single again. This time for real ( Read more... )

For Seth, and anyone else who might have been curious ( Read more... )

I want to be as good at this guy (only at Tenor sax, not Bari)

http://www.nndb.com/people/341/000070131/mulligan2-sized.jpg

Gerry Mulligan.

We almost broke up tonight.

It was me though..*I* almost broke up with him. Not because I wanted to..just because it was beginning to feel like it *needed* to end. We'll see where things go from here. I dunno. :(

I'm so sick ( Read more... )

Its been a while. Haven't updated in a while ( Read more... )

So..after last nights journal entry, i decided something ( Read more... )

So I slept over at Jays 2 nights ago. I sat and waited for the bus, listening to mike daley, shivering a bit. I remembered December. Waiting at that bus stop, i'm sure i was humming mike's music in my head, shivering miserably for sometimes close to an hour, just to visit him at work. Just to say hello for 2 seconds, and hop back on the next bus ( Read more... )