Work went alright yesterday. I love working with Brit and Lauren. Jay came and got me from work. He just came back from some brithday party and Boston Pizza. I felt bad cuz they all wanted to go to Kingdom..but he said no cuz he was supposed to see me. Then he got invited to Jess's house after BP, but he said that he wasn't gonna go unless i ( Read more... )

So i missed the season finale of the oc. They moved it forward an hour, and i was sleeping cuz i was sick. Jay went and saw star wars. I went out with Jose...we did pretty much nothing. Went to tim hortons (not mine), then drove around. It was alright though cuz he listens to good music. Its always more pleasant to drive around with someone ( Read more... )

Finally..my 7-day working streak is done. I get tomorrow off ( Read more... )

Work was okay today...better than yesterday. I'm just in such a crappy mood though. I'm working 7 days in a row..i get wednesday off, and then i'm working thurs-sat. She said she'd give me next next weekend off. I'm probably not gonna see jay at all though because we work opposite days. I could see him on friday (for the oc season finale)but he ( Read more... )

So my weekend was kinda stupid. lol Don't feel like writing about it ( Read more... )

I feel better, but I'm still so tired. I don't wanna go to work today :( My dad came into my room at like 8:30. I was still sleeping, but I could hear him subconciously asking me what food i wanted..but i stayed asleep. he said "are you awake" and i said "wait..what?" lol He asked what i wanted to eat for lunch again. Man, i was so confused. ( Read more... )

Work was okay today. Only worked 6 hours..which was good. I'm getting sick..i feel like crap. :( This sucks..I need to practice for my audition ( Read more... )

Well..I got together with Jay. We talked...for a long time. We decided to give it another shot..slowly. Slowly for my sake I think, because I'm very scared. I'm still questioning if i made the right decision..which probably isn't a good sign. I dunno..if things dont get better (for me) in a few days, i'll reconsider. A huge, huge part of me ( Read more... )

Not as confused as I was last night, mind you. Nothings changed..I just slept on it which always makes things a bit better ( Read more... )

I came on looking for Jimmy so we could continue our awesome conversation, but he's not on ( Read more... )