[Make way for sucky entry #7! ^_^]
[Public!]You know, it's about time I updated this journal. There's something really big to share with all of you, too - I finally have some of my memories back, and this time I'm convinced they're the real thing
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And you and Miss Fiona?
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I uhm... I think... so. ...I haven't really addressed the issue since it ended. I don't know... what to say to her...
Mr. X... Miss Fiona is a very nice girl! I'm sure she understood how you felt. I'm glad that you both had a good time together... But... that probably makes you feel conflicted now too, doesn't it?
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I... I understand. It was all very confusing, really. It felt so really, and then it really wasn't, so I can't blame you for your concern. I understand, really. *a bit awkward and sad*
There's nothing to thank me for, either - you are a friend. I'd love to talk with you more.
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But I'm... I'm very glad he went through with it, regardless of the risks. It might not be clear why he did it, or what he intended - but I believe it was for the best. Whatever his reasoning... I think he made the right choice, in the end.
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I... I think so. It was rather strange, to feel like that so suddenly; I can't think of anything like it. I also regret it ending... but it was certainly nice while it lasted.
That's a wonderful thought. Maybe that is what we need to learn - we shouldn't dwell on the past or what is real. We should live now, shouldn't we?
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...You know, if you keep going, I think I'm gonna end up blushing. Thank you again, Fiona. I know I've said this already, but...it really means a lot to me. I'm looking forward to those memories more than ever.
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It was. If anything, I hope the experience can help prepare us for the real thing if it's meant to happen someday.
In the end, I can't really blame everyone else for feeling upset by the event. While I'd say letting the negative things overtake us should've been avoided, I also realize that I don't know the others' circumstances. It's too possible they had extra burdens making this harder on them. There should never be judgement without understanding.
[Wow, X, you surprised your mun again.]
That being said, I'd definitely subscribe to the "live now" philosophy.
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