Seventh Capsule

Feb 24, 2010 13:27

[Make way for sucky entry #7! ^_^]

[Public!]You know, it's about time I updated this journal. There's something really big to share with all of you, too - I finally have some of my memories back, and this time I'm convinced they're the real thing ( Read more... )

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deathly_origami February 25 2010, 14:12:14 UTC
It... went alright, I think. We were both rather confounded by everything...

And you and Miss Fiona?

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[I don't think it needs to be said, but just in case - all filtered.] lights_legacy February 26 2010, 23:22:04 UTC

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All Filter RETURN! deathly_origami February 27 2010, 04:48:16 UTC
[OOC:...what the heck, I think LJ ate my reply on the Snow Play log! I'll repost it and then you?]

I uhm... I think... so. ...I haven't really addressed the issue since it ended. I don't know... what to say to her...

Mr. X... Miss Fiona is a very nice girl! I'm sure she understood how you felt. I'm glad that you both had a good time together... But... that probably makes you feel conflicted now too, doesn't it?

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[All Filter] lights_legacy March 2 2010, 00:07:07 UTC

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captured_maiden March 1 2010, 21:32:34 UTC
That... certainly sounds like a lot for you to take in, X. I do hope that you sort it all out - and... I don't think we have to worry about you breaking that rule. *half smile* I'm sure you were built for a good reason and... really, it's nearly impossible to tell the difference. From you and any of us, I mean - you have nothing to worry about for any of this.

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I... I understand. It was all very confusing, really. It felt so really, and then it really wasn't, so I can't blame you for your concern. I understand, really. *a bit awkward and sad*

There's nothing to thank me for, either - you are a friend. I'd love to talk with you more.

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lights_legacy March 10 2010, 19:36:29 UTC

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captured_maiden March 14 2010, 04:08:57 UTC
*a slow nod* I understand. There are always things you are anxious to learn, in a situation like this, it seems. But I'm sure you're right... you're a good person, X. *smiles* I don't think I could see you hurting anyone, honestly. I'm not sure about a superhero - though perhaps it is possible - but I know you're certainly not anyone menacing. You just aren't the type to be a villain, I think.

But I'm... I'm very glad he went through with it, regardless of the risks. It might not be clear why he did it, or what he intended - but I believe it was for the best. Whatever his reasoning... I think he made the right choice, in the end.

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I... I think so. It was rather strange, to feel like that so suddenly; I can't think of anything like it. I also regret it ending... but it was certainly nice while it lasted.

That's a wonderful thought. Maybe that is what we need to learn - we shouldn't dwell on the past or what is real. We should live now, shouldn't we?

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/reposts the deleted thread after the Apocalypse reply to make it slightly less awful lights_legacy March 22 2010, 04:58:31 UTC
[so late I'm sorry, and the post is definitely going to suck ;_;]

...You know, if you keep going, I think I'm gonna end up blushing. Thank you again, Fiona. I know I've said this already, but...it really means a lot to me. I'm looking forward to those memories more than ever.

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It was. If anything, I hope the experience can help prepare us for the real thing if it's meant to happen someday.

In the end, I can't really blame everyone else for feeling upset by the event. While I'd say letting the negative things overtake us should've been avoided, I also realize that I don't know the others' circumstances. It's too possible they had extra burdens making this harder on them. There should never be judgement without understanding.

[Wow, X, you surprised your mun again.]

That being said, I'd definitely subscribe to the "live now" philosophy.

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