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[lightsbeforeme]

I woke up from my nap today to the sound of thunder rolling in and the rain dripping down the eaves of our 7th story window. And even though I have been being good and I have been strong and I haven't tried calling him again in days, the thunder made it hurt again. The thunder brought back the punch to the stomach, dull ache that I've been trying

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[regretedkisses]

aww rach.

[lightsbeforeme]

Im surprised. I would think you'd find me pathetic. I FEEL pathetc anyways.

[regretedkisses]

you're not pathetic.
it hurts,
it's okay that it hurts.
I love you.

[lightsbeforeme]

Thank you.
Thank you.
THANK YOU.

You can't imagine how much that helped.
I love you too.

:(

[cbizz2]

I am so sorry that you feel so hurt and confused right now..and on top of it all you're in a foreign country feeling hurt and confused! :( I really hope that it works out for you, but if it doesn't there are many people (including myself of course) that'll help you through it and who love you terribly! I miss you so much and wish that I could be there to help cheer you up :(
Love you lots
Carrie

Raaaaaaach

[princess122206]

Sorry dear :( I didn't realize how deep it really went. But you know what? I'm gonna give the advice everyone hates (I'm good at that!). You're in an amazing place surrounded by amazing people. Right now if he wants to be a dipshit and not realize the amazing person he's hurting, then so be it. You need this time to work on yourself, figure yourself out, and not let him hold you back. Live it up and don't let the fact that this "dan" guy is being a jerk get you down. I know I'm super far away but if you need me you know how to get a hold of me. I miss you alot and hate to see you hurting so much :( Wish you were here so I could give you a big hug

[prettystare]

First of all, I want to tell you again that this is beautifully written. Really, it is. I'm sorry that you're hurting, and if I could knock some sense into Dan, I'd gladly do it for you. I think he's probably just feeling hurt right now, and this is how he's choosing to deal with it (you know as well as I do that boys aren't good at dealing with their emotions). I really do believe that he'll come around though. Just give him time. And I promise you, if Dan is meant to be a part of your life, he will be. And if not, there is an amazing boy out there just waiting to meet you! If there's anything I can do for you, don't hesitate to let me know. I promise I'll do whatever I can to help. Have fun and be safe, pumpkin. I love you.