my life goes in circles...and nothing gets done...I have no motivation..I need guidance..I love the Lord Jesus Christ..He keeps me going..but at times I feel like He doesnt want to use me...i guess my depression is bad...I had school today and I had so much fun and I didnt want it to end..I havent had fun like that in a long time! I love my school ( Read more... )

If you read this....could you please..do this for me..please..

Write a comment telling me how God cares for you...like give me examples of how He is working in your life..and showing you love and all that good stuff...I would just like to see...and please no comments that He gave His only Begotten son...I already know that...

I need prayer I really do......

if you want to know specifics then ask..if not if you could pray for me that would be awesome...and if you need any then please do ask....

so I havent updated in forever...I havent seen or hungout with a lot of you..I really do miss you all..lets hangout! if you want to then leave me a comment or call me..uumm I dont know what else to write about..I got back my results for my moms liver transplant..I came in 2nd..my aunt came in first..so if she cant do it..then I have to..I dont know ( Read more... )

There's a secret I must tell..

so I have to go to the hospital today for blood test and all that great stuff..for my moms liver disease..and yeah I turned in my form to the doctors so I can be a donor...we will see what happens..I have been stressing it..and I really shouldnt..my mom needs a liver and I am being selfish...what a messed up kid I am..ha...but if you guys and gals ( Read more... )

I miss my friends...

I dont know what to write someone help me with what to write..and I will talk about it..I havent seen a bunch of you in a long time..its kind of sad..im sorry..

so I went to the hospital with my mom and brother and aunt and grandma and my aunts boyfriend today...since my mom has a liver disease..she can take half of one of our livers if the blood and size and stuff match her..and they were just telling what it would be like and how the procedure would go if we got it done..so yeah if my reuslts say im a ( Read more... )

dylen..is my nephew! He is the coolest baby in the world..I love the guy so much! haha!! oh yeah I remember! While his dad was taking him for a walk outside one day..he threw my brothers phone...out in the street..and then a car ran it over! hahahaha!!!!! the kid is bad...real bad!(says amanda!) what a meany head...how dare she call my nephew bad! ( Read more... )