Comments | lightsmonkey: The Devil is Lurking!

lightsmonkey

The Devil is Lurking!

Apr 12, 2005 13:48

Lately I have been incredibly obssesseed w/ trying to have a normal life. What is normal to you is prolly not normal to me. I just want some thing out of my life and others to get better. In my quest for normalality, I have subjected everyone in arm length to my pitiful, depressed dribble that just makes me sound crazy. I almost just want to ( Read more... )

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lostandfoundher April 13 2005, 02:07:42 UTC

oh crap, that sounds like when I quit caffeine. :( a few things that helped a little bit were hot baths, chamomile tea, and LOTS of ice cream. for some reason annie's organic alfredo shells and cheese (which you can get at andronico's) helped too, but I'm just weird like that. ;)

hope you feel better doll. in the long run it will be **so** worth it! and just think of all the money you'll save.

lightsmonkey April 15 2005, 18:14:20 UTC

tell me about it, Dr Bob's ice-cream is my friend and so is da bowls

trip008 April 13 2005, 12:34:36 UTC

what do you mean by "having a normal life"? i mean other than not smoking? from what i've seen the last thing people should be trying to do is becoming more "normal".

lightsmonkey April 15 2005, 18:17:08 UTC

Just normal enough to be stable and get my life off to a healthy start. Like I could ever be completely normal. I'm crazy insane and nothing can hide that. Ya don't want to mess w/ this sistar. I might chew you up and spit you out for breakfast. Muwhahah,.....happy trails vladdy. Nice to hear from ya.
Luv,
the evil cat

anonymous April 19 2005, 20:03:51 UTC

Now Now, there my lit'l kitty...(scruffy your chin below)it will get better. The thing with quiting has to come within. You are ready to stop when you are ready and no one can tell you otherwise. It took me a long time until that craving went away. I too was a major mess and very emotional. I wanted to kick the shit out-a-allot of people around me, just for looking at me weird. I can honestly say, that having a smoke now taste so nasty. As you know I have one every now and then but it's on such a rare occasion. I really don't miss it. I chew allot of gum, cuz I have to have something in my mouth. Hey, maybe it's just an oral fixation your craving. I went out to the club last weekend. I've been avoiding that place, cuz you know you just wanna smoke as your having your favorite cock-tail. After not smoking for months now, I just didn't have that crave enough to feel I needed one. I went out and second hand smoked. I have to say I feel kinda sick the next morning, like I had smoked. I am soooo glad I stopped, but as I told ( ... )