Everything just makes me want to be someone else.

i wish i could start a blackout.
i want silence without even the hum of electricity.
i want to be able to feel on my own
without my senses being bombarded with sounds and images that create feelings for me.
I don't even know what i feel anymore.

there were some dreams...

but it's over now.

I feel like throwing up.

I'll forget your bitter taste when you pull your lips away.
I'll forget the way you feel and the chill of your embrace.
I'll forget the way you look.
Don't wanna remember your face.
Let's just cut this clean tonight and maybe I'll cry tomorrow.

Explain the way you feel, you said to me.
I simply feel nothing and honestly I'd like to leave.

then at least I'd know there'd be an end to all this time alone.

My heart is a piggy-bank of premeditated second thoughts.

reminds me of what i've been lacking these past few months.

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You didn't care to know who else may have been you before.

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