2014
Hey.
it's already 2014 and i'm late but i guess it's time to set down some resolutions huh. it's been a while since i've posted anything too hahaha.
Life is really boring during holidays T___T i know, i know, i should've found a job but the last 4 months of sem 1 year 1....okay i guess LOL - still trying to adapt, still trying to be more outspoken, whatever. judging from the mods i'm planning to take in sem 2, seems like i wont be around social media much (or maybe, that'll have the reverse effect and i'd be rambling more, haha i dont know as of yet)
Sem 1 really passed by in a flash! and for every "first time" i had, like "first day of university" or "first time doing presentation in university" or "first time taking finals in university" - i have this bad habit of having really bad insomnia =___= someone save me ugh.
anyway it's been quite a whole new experience,i guess, apart from having to ensure i be consistent in my readings and revision (lol actually im still a very last minute person - bad habit ever since primary school yikes)
i can't say im a full fledged adult lmao; still so immature and incompetent in some ways. but university is my last studying phase, i really hope to cherish and make good friends :)
oh yeah, friends. haha it's difficult to say as of now, since i've only known the small circle of friends for less than half a year; and we dont even see each other everyday, other than the occasional lunch together.
and i think i'm really appreciating a lot of alone time nowadays. i mean, i dont mind eating lunch alone anymore lol. ahaha. sincerely hope to continue the friendship i have between uni mates! and now im stumped for words lol. oh and haha im in the go-home club, and life without a heavy commitment is really....refreshing i guess. the past schooling years, i've always been involved in choir practices and section practices and morning physical training for competitions and stuff, so not having to do any of that is surprisingly...........weird. i always ramble it on my personal account, but i really do miss choral singing, sigh. 'cept for the karaoke sessions (which are really fun but you know karaokes you're supposed to scream your lungs out and make a lot of noise like you're drunk and super high but of which i cant drink and i get high and crazy anyway - which reminds me; i've been to karaoke like four times during the december holidays alone HAHAHA), listening to past choir performances really...get to me. i get all emotional and try to sing along my parts but fail horribly because i havent been conditioning my own vocal chords at all and have been out of practice for a year plus haha. cannot hit the higher sop 1 range and my middle range is so shaky and i get out of breath so easily. bleh. :(
what was the point of this post again.
oh right, i just remembered. i really had a lot of idol luck in 2013!!!!!!!!1!!!!!11!!!!
omg seriously can't believe myself either. ugh. i love my circle of friends who support me and flail with me thank you so much if not i wouldn't even have the courage to proudly proclaim myself as a crazy fangirl *gross sobbing* TT____TT
but
didn't go for any trips in 2013..........which was kind of meh, i guess.
2013 was a year of reunions, meetings, and also news of separation, i guess.
with friends going overseas to study, it kinda struck me "wow, so i'm really at that age where i can have overseas friends huh" if you get what i mean. ......sigh.
and so i get back to the question of what was the point of this post again-
ah, yes. resolutions. mmm'kay i'll try to list down some haha
1. Raise CAP to 4.0 and above.
2. Save up.
3. Overseas trip (Thailand/Hong Kong/Taiwan/Korea/Japan....... D;)
4. Be more proactive.
5. Continue to maintain the friendships i've forged over the years, and continue to forge more :)
6. Don't let my idol luck run out.
okay i can't think of anymore HAHAHA. 1. is very bookworm lol i know but the only one who can control my studies is me, right? (HAHAHA OOPS SORRY I CAN'T HELP IT) 2. yah i very auntie and all but i'm quite a spendthrift also sigh. I SHOULD STOP BUYING TOUR GOODS I DONT EVEN USE BUT URK T____T and SHOULD I GET OLDCODEX THIRD ALBUM SOMEONE TELL ME SIGH and also because school fees are fucking ex i dont wanna throw my mum's money out the window so it ties in to number 1 as well i guess. 3. is something i've been trying to aim for but failed in 2013 sobs i wanna go on another trip with awave again and also my other groups of friends............. 4. oh something to do with school again haha oops because tutorial participation is an asshole but i guess i'll learn more and enjoy learning more if i speak up more so oh well. which means, i have to study before going to class LOL 5. this one is simple :) 6. AND THIS ONE I REALLY HOPE I GET MORE IDOL LUCK ARASHI 15TH YEAR WILL YOU DO SOMETHING SPECIAL???? PROMOTION FOR ASIA TOUR IN SINGAPORE? WILL YOU? WILL YOU? AND FLUMPOOL AND WEAVER LIVE AND SID I DIDNT GET TO SEE THEM AT ALL aND SEIYUUS I HOPE I CAN ATTEND ONE IN THE NEAR FUTURE?!??? I REALLY WANNA SEE ALL MY FAV SEIYUUS SOBS AND MAYBE ATTEND THEIR LIVES I DONT KNOW MAJOR GROSS SOBBING
haha sorry to end on such a note lol quite pathetic but oh well.
here's to another year of opportunities and hope :)
it's already 2014 and i'm late but i guess it's time to set down some resolutions huh. it's been a while since i've posted anything too hahaha.
Life is really boring during holidays T___T i know, i know, i should've found a job but the last 4 months of sem 1 year 1....okay i guess LOL - still trying to adapt, still trying to be more outspoken, whatever. judging from the mods i'm planning to take in sem 2, seems like i wont be around social media much (or maybe, that'll have the reverse effect and i'd be rambling more, haha i dont know as of yet)
Sem 1 really passed by in a flash! and for every "first time" i had, like "first day of university" or "first time doing presentation in university" or "first time taking finals in university" - i have this bad habit of having really bad insomnia =___= someone save me ugh.
anyway it's been quite a whole new experience,i guess, apart from having to ensure i be consistent in my readings and revision (lol actually im still a very last minute person - bad habit ever since primary school yikes)
i can't say im a full fledged adult lmao; still so immature and incompetent in some ways. but university is my last studying phase, i really hope to cherish and make good friends :)
oh yeah, friends. haha it's difficult to say as of now, since i've only known the small circle of friends for less than half a year; and we dont even see each other everyday, other than the occasional lunch together.
and i think i'm really appreciating a lot of alone time nowadays. i mean, i dont mind eating lunch alone anymore lol. ahaha. sincerely hope to continue the friendship i have between uni mates! and now im stumped for words lol. oh and haha im in the go-home club, and life without a heavy commitment is really....refreshing i guess. the past schooling years, i've always been involved in choir practices and section practices and morning physical training for competitions and stuff, so not having to do any of that is surprisingly...........weird. i always ramble it on my personal account, but i really do miss choral singing, sigh. 'cept for the karaoke sessions (which are really fun but you know karaokes you're supposed to scream your lungs out and make a lot of noise like you're drunk and super high but of which i cant drink and i get high and crazy anyway - which reminds me; i've been to karaoke like four times during the december holidays alone HAHAHA), listening to past choir performances really...get to me. i get all emotional and try to sing along my parts but fail horribly because i havent been conditioning my own vocal chords at all and have been out of practice for a year plus haha. cannot hit the higher sop 1 range and my middle range is so shaky and i get out of breath so easily. bleh. :(
what was the point of this post again.
oh right, i just remembered. i really had a lot of idol luck in 2013!!!!!!!!1!!!!!11!!!!
omg seriously can't believe myself either. ugh. i love my circle of friends who support me and flail with me thank you so much if not i wouldn't even have the courage to proudly proclaim myself as a crazy fangirl *gross sobbing* TT____TT
but
didn't go for any trips in 2013..........which was kind of meh, i guess.
2013 was a year of reunions, meetings, and also news of separation, i guess.
with friends going overseas to study, it kinda struck me "wow, so i'm really at that age where i can have overseas friends huh" if you get what i mean. ......sigh.
and so i get back to the question of what was the point of this post again-
ah, yes. resolutions. mmm'kay i'll try to list down some haha
1. Raise CAP to 4.0 and above.
2. Save up.
3. Overseas trip (Thailand/Hong Kong/Taiwan/Korea/Japan....... D;)
4. Be more proactive.
5. Continue to maintain the friendships i've forged over the years, and continue to forge more :)
6. Don't let my idol luck run out.
okay i can't think of anymore HAHAHA. 1. is very bookworm lol i know but the only one who can control my studies is me, right? (HAHAHA OOPS SORRY I CAN'T HELP IT) 2. yah i very auntie and all but i'm quite a spendthrift also sigh. I SHOULD STOP BUYING TOUR GOODS I DONT EVEN USE BUT URK T____T and SHOULD I GET OLDCODEX THIRD ALBUM SOMEONE TELL ME SIGH and also because school fees are fucking ex i dont wanna throw my mum's money out the window so it ties in to number 1 as well i guess. 3. is something i've been trying to aim for but failed in 2013 sobs i wanna go on another trip with awave again and also my other groups of friends............. 4. oh something to do with school again haha oops because tutorial participation is an asshole but i guess i'll learn more and enjoy learning more if i speak up more so oh well. which means, i have to study before going to class LOL 5. this one is simple :) 6. AND THIS ONE I REALLY HOPE I GET MORE IDOL LUCK ARASHI 15TH YEAR WILL YOU DO SOMETHING SPECIAL???? PROMOTION FOR ASIA TOUR IN SINGAPORE? WILL YOU? WILL YOU? AND FLUMPOOL AND WEAVER LIVE AND SID I DIDNT GET TO SEE THEM AT ALL aND SEIYUUS I HOPE I CAN ATTEND ONE IN THE NEAR FUTURE?!??? I REALLY WANNA SEE ALL MY FAV SEIYUUS SOBS AND MAYBE ATTEND THEIR LIVES I DONT KNOW MAJOR GROSS SOBBING
haha sorry to end on such a note lol quite pathetic but oh well.
here's to another year of opportunities and hope :)