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( Nazodi in Singapore )

It's these kind of days

Where no matter how much I try to put myself at ease

I can't fall asleep

There's this ache in my body

That doesn't seem to leave me

No matter

How much I exhale
How much I inhale
How much I toss and turn

And it's these days

That makes me recall my pathetic days before

And maybe some happy ones
Maybe a lot

But then again

I wonder

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So dead tired everyday I come home after work that I wonder if its worth it working so hard like that :/ but GAH, WHERE IS MY PAY WHERE IS MY PAY DAMN YOU MANAGEMENT ASDFGHJKLL T_____T I want to cry already sobs omg after the health checkup it doesn't seem like I lost weight even though I thought I did. I wanna go back to my size in J1 please D; D ( Read more... )

After Banana left, it suddenly got so quiet and the loneliness crept in.

It's like this gaping hole and I'm slowly sinking in myself, unsure of what to do, unsure whether there is any exit at the end of the tunnel or will there be anything out of this.

Restrained and held back my tears at the airport, partly because I didn't want to send her off red ( Read more... )

I've never felt so guilty in my whole life

At least not for work anyway

It's only my second week of work and this happened....why didn't I think....I should've known, I should've known...

Li choo and Iskandar were clearly angry with me
Her tone was so stern and he hanged up on me. It's the first time anyone ever hanged up on me....

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The random meetup with the JC mates because the army guys had a one week block leave made me think. We rubbished a lot about random stuff, and also about how friends around us are all growing up. We're all still in the process of growing ( Read more... )

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