jay didnt make it. i haven't talked to him but i called and his sister was saying how him and mikey have to come home soon or something .. they went out to get their homecoming shit. i hope tomorrow is like a night where me and jay become a little something more ; you know?! well at the game fucking megan the fat bitch was casually throwing shit at ( Read more... )

argh. my mom takes forever. im finally dressed. i look like a little snob right now. haha. ive got this tommy hilfiger raincoat on ( cause i dont want to be drenched at the game. ) i look really stuck up like my shit doesnt stink or something right now. eheheh. anyways .. im updating out of boredom. jay called once during break at work and we ( Read more... )

im leaving in a bit for korins. were going to their homecoming game. oh the FUN!! but no really.. jay will be there! he just called! ahh im getting a crush , i need to stop now before i get mildly attached. but its so much fun i feel like a 3rd grader again. well ill be back in later. bye

tomorrow is going to be so FUCKING busy! =(

wow i havent really updated much. well i didnt really acknowledge my moms bday so she got pissed and now i have to do my own wash and im supposedly getting a job. i guess those are things ill eventually have to do anyway ( Read more... )

before i forget ... i got a new dress and here it is

( dress )

my mom was all bitching to russell about how im a bad daughter cause i didnt get her anything for her birthday. god damn sorry ! i have no money to buy myself shit , how am i gonna go buy presents for other people? exactly .. my tummy hurts people ! that jay guy still hasn't called me and everytime the phone rings i think its him. i want to go to ( Read more... )

( homecoming dress )

sorry i havent updated. uhm.. so thursday i threw a shit fit and went to hair cuttery cause i hated that brown color. it looked green and grey i swear. so she made it this strawberry blonde color , i think she meant to make it blonde ( my natural color all of my life .. tear =[ .. ) but of course she doesnt. i dont like this color but its okay i ( Read more... )

dude... last night i went to get my hair back to its original color. well my "original" color is like a really light brown! its fucking crazy.. saturday i get it frosted ( heavy highlights ) thank god. i hate going to school and everyone looking at me diff. it fucking ANNOYS me. well since im a loser i must go wait a bus stop. ughhh =( . oh yaa ( Read more... )

okay i just got back from being out with korin and them. after school i went straight to pville and i was at rins game. of course like justin,danny,ryan,mikey, and jayyyy come. justin dragged me outside to embarass me in front of dan cause he likes me and we kissed ( ugh ). anyways.. after the game rin and ricky got in this big ass fight. then ( Read more... )