this here journal thing didnt let me update yesterday. so anyways ( Read more... )

ive oficially studied for real for the first time in my life. i also ( Read more... )

i dont know where i stand. i guess i dont mind knowing because i cant do much about it, but it would be nice to just know where i stand, or just know things once in a while for general. other than that, school ( Read more... )

ok there is just so much stuf fin life thats not even ( Read more... )

all those personality tests say im extravert, which is sometimes true, but i never really tell anyone what im actually thinking which is why its so difficult for me to write in this.
and i have the perfect things to say in this write now but i cant get them out
but thats good i guess....because for me things should be just happen ( Read more... )

school could be worse. summer was way better.

everytime the teacher asks you what you did this summer i cant just name a trip i went on. i want to explode saying i fell in love out of love gained an obsession learned to dream and fantasize let go learned about myself deepened relationships discovered things meant to be discovered and so much more. ( Read more... )

hm. things people dont know about me.

i love the cooking channel, its my favorite channel, iron chef being my FAVORITE show.

i like beyonce.

i cant do this thing called life without you here with me. haha sorry thats stuck in my head. but for someone thats true.

i think usher is ugly. he just has nice abs, but they dont stop him from being ugly.

if ( Read more... )

well summer is coming to a close in one week. BOO. ok so dreams are still bugging me. my mom said that you usually dream about the things you think about most, which is sort of true...theres just so many things complicating them and ic ant seperate them from reality. i keep forgetting.

i also like cooking. i LOVE cooking. haha i just baked cookies ( Read more... )

life is the best when its weightless. like it is now.

im thinking. and ive decided that if i had a choice, id move. not locally, but far away, a different state.

and on the last note, i hate whiners. just deal.

big families are so awesome. thats why i miss cali. i love being surrounded by people. and i love strangers that say bless you. i love it when youre happy to look at yourself in the mirror. i love it when you look good in a photograph. i love it when the temperature is just right. i love it when you find that perfect book you cant put down. i love ( Read more... )