I'm turning into a vampire.  I think I'm really going crazy and I fucking love it.

I'm a  little hungover. 

I guess it's not important.  I'm just a bit obsessive. 

Suze?  I have a date Sunday, is that cool?  :(  Will you even be here yet? ;_;  AAAAAH! 

My mom is so disappointing.  I feel like crap. 

What the fucking FUCK.  I hate everything right now.  I want to make things and my mom is a lazy bitch.  I'm sick.  I wanna go  hang out again.  I want a god damn cigarette.  I want my damn car to work again. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUSAN FO FUSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I LOVE YOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUU!!!  Now hurry up and get your Latino-American ass over here!!

Here, a birthday cake for you!


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You know something?  Good, cause I don't.

Seriously though.  I can't wait for Susan to get here.  But I won't have a car.  And maybe not money either.  These things will suck.  But it'll be chill cause Susan will be here.  WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!  I have come to the conclusion that my mother makes a mean macaroni and cheese.  As long as it isn't out ( Read more... )

I don't understand why people don't understand me.  I'm not in love with him.  Not romantically.   People seem to take everything the wrong way.  Davi, Aaron, Jack. It's platonic.  I'm just really close to them, and they understand me, they know me, they've been through things with me.  Just because something sounds like a love letter doesn't mean ( Read more... )

Put this gun to my head
40 miles left to go
Don't say goodbye to me
never again
I won't take this anymore
You can have the other woman
It doesn't matter anymore

I'm leaving this tonight
I'm leaving you behind
I'm leaving us dead
murdered on the bedroom floor

Don't hold a grudge, darling
It's not like you loved me anyway
something that became so apparent
when you ( Read more... )

I miss you.  SO much that sometimes my chest gets tight and I feel like I'm suffocating.  Other times I feel listless and helpless.  There are so many boys here, young and immature, offering me comfort.  I look at them, and they seem so pitiful.  They don't understand that what I need is you.  I never should have met you.  You make everyone else ( Read more... )