Slippin' Away (part 1)
Title: Slippin’ Away (part 1)
Fandom: BEAST/B2ST
Rating: NC - 17
Genre: Angst
Pairing: JunSeung
Summary: Because even though Hyunseung left, he will never leave Hyunseung.
A/N: I DUNNO WHY I CAN'T POST MY STORY . asfdvscb reuif vbrdgrvmkfb , SO I HAD TO CUT IT TO TWO PARTS ;________;
I don't want you to go
“Jun, what the fuck? Why don’t you fucking let me go!” Hyunseung growled as he desperately tries to let Junhyung let go of his hand.
“No.” Junhyung just tightened his grip.
“Fuck! Let me go!” Hyunseung yelled now. He was hurt, after hearing the news about Hara talk about her relationship with Junhyung. Of course he was hurt. He was even crying now.
“Listen to me, Seung.” Junhyung started, his heart broke when he saw the tears fall on Hyunseung’s face,” Hara and I, it’s not true! It’s just -“
A hand found its way to Junhyung’s face, slapping his face hard.
“Don’t you even start with all these piece of shit, telling me that this is just a publicity stunt!” Hyunseung hissed, angry tears staining his beautiful face.
Junhyung finally let go of Hyunseung and brought his hand to his stinging cheeks as he stared at Hyunseung, who was furiously wiping the tears off of his face.
“Babe…”Junhyung reached out to touch Hyunseung’s face but the latter just swatted it away.
“Don’t you fucking dare call me babe,” Hyunseung said coldly, glaring at the younger boy.
Junhyung doesn’t give up.
“Why won’t you believe me when I say that this is really a publicity stunt?” Junhyung asked desperately.
Hyunseung laughed mockingly, Junhyung winced.
“What the fuck are you saying Junnie? That this is the only way to get publicity?” Hyunseung turned red in anger,” And if this is really for publicity, this wouldn’t reach this long .”
“But this is what the manager wanted!” Junhyung explained, he can’t lose Hyunseung, not when they’ve been together for too long.
Hyunseung’s expression suddenly changed, he was now smiling sadly at Junhyung, tears still falling down from his swollen eyes.
“Then, you might as well kiss our relationship good bye.”
even if you're tellin' me,
You've gotten over me girl
“Seung….” Junhyung said softly, it has been two weeks since he last talked to Hyunseung, so he was surprised to see Hyunseung on his bed, sitting on it, as if he was waiting for him to come home.
Hyunseung looked straight into his eyes, his face was unreadable.
“Seung, I’m so---“
“I didn’t come here to listen to your fucking lies, Jun.” Hyunseung said coldly, those words were like arrows shooting into Junhyung’s heart.
Hyunseung stood up and walked over to where Junhyung was standing, grabbed the younger boy’s hand and place something on it.
“I just came to give this back to you.”
When Hyunseung left, Junhyung opened his palm and tears started to fall down his face as he stared at it.
It was their ring.
You've gotten over me girl
It’s been hard for Junhyung; he knows it was a mistake to make the fake relationship last this long.
But he also knows that it was a bigger mistake to make his real relationship last short.
He gripped the ring in his hand and fell on top of his bed, he cried. He was mad at the world for being so judgmental. But he was more mad at himself for agreeing with the world, for not following his own heart.
He never meant to hurt Hyunseung, never meant to make the love of his life cry and he never meant for this stunt to take control over his life.
He was just so-so fucking stupid.
Cuz lately I realized without you
He sighed as he got up from bed, and went to the bathroom, thinking that maybe a bath would clear up his mind.
But as soon as he stepped into the shower, he sobbed again.
I can't live another day
Hyunseung pulled him into the shower, a teasing smirk on his face.
“Yah! Seung! You’re gonna make me wet.” Junhyung chuckled as the water started pouring out of the shower head, making his clothes wet.
Hyunseung instantly locked his lips with Junhyung, who didn’t protest as he wraps his hand around the older boy.
It wasn’t rushed kisses of biting and fighting for dominance, it was more like tongues dancing, no one was leading and no one was following. A kiss that was turning them on.
Hyunseung gasped as the kiss broke off. He was already naked, now it was Junhyung’s turn.
Hyunseung smirked as he pushed Junhyung to the cold wall while licking on the younger boy’s neck. Junhyung groaned when Hyunseung started sucking on Junhyung’s Adam’s apple, his fingers finding their way to the hem of his shirt.
Hyunseung pulled away, long enough to take Junhyung’s shirt off his body, he then started sucking again, going lower to his chest and to his stomach.
Junhyung growled when Hyunseung couldn’t unbuckle his pants, so the younger boy helped. Once free from clothing, Junhyung pulled Hyunseung up and switched their positions. The doe-eyed boy hissed when he felt the cold wall on his back.
Junhyung kissed Hyunseung again, his hands lifting the latter’s thighs to have it wrapped around his waist as he grinds on it. A moan of pleasure escaped from their lips.