Man I was cleaning My Room and Re-Wrapping Austin's Birthday Presents and I started to Get Sad and Shit Man I swear I hate this Shit...I was Putting Eric's Shit in a Black Bag that reminds me of him..I guess I do still Miss him Why I dunno but I do..A Part of me Still Loves him I guess But I Well Honestly I do want him back but I wouldn't go back ( Read more... )

Well Im awake Isnt that cool? Sure is GILYBERT. Why Im listeing To NSYNC i have no Idea but It's like Im missing my past NOT GUYS THOUGH YUCK. But I just miss Loveing Nsync well not as much as I did LMAO i was an Nsync Freak. I had over 400 Posters of them on my wall not to mention all the Magazines I collected and Memorbelia. WHOA i was NUTS im ( Read more... )

Well Im getting ready to go to work. After I eat and such Oh yay Im so Happy about that NOT. I have to talk to my Boss about getting a Red K-mart Shirt today. April Is Spending the Night tonight again and tomorrow we are supposed to hang out with Barry (April's Boyfriend) and My Friend Shawn Maybe Jonathan Too Im NOT to sure yet. Well Off to work I ( Read more... )

Grrrr.....Two Years is A long ass time to wait it will probably be more like a year and 6 months which sucks but. He (JONATHAN) is so worth the Wait I swear. I told my mom about it and she just looked at me she didn't say a word so i dunno lol But anyway by then I will be 22 and yeah she will Definitly not Tell me who I can and Can't date and what ( Read more... )

Well Today was a better day then I expected April Left Around 1:20 or so and Then around 1:45 I got a call from Jonathan her Nephew The one I like and He wanted to hang out with me and was telling me that He still likes me and that as soon as he gets a job and stuff and moves out that me and him will be dateing in two years or less. He's only 16 ( Read more... )

Well Well Well I dunno Really anymore Honestly and I don't care...But it's okay I guess Im sitting here Listening to The BackStreet Boys Why....??? Fuck if I know or anything but whatever..Ive been sad Because Of Eric Lately...Why I dunno...It's like just the Little Things that I see or Hear that Remind me of him or Whatever...Shit maybe I dunno ( Read more... )

Im just sitting here and thinking is all I miss Jonathan for real but it's okay I suppose I got to see him today...he Looked so Damn cute in his Lil Green Fubu shirt HEHE another Ninja Turtle Go Turtle Power!!!! But anyway yeah I dunno im kinda Sleepy but Man I guess I will Never have Jonathan Back:( Im sad about that Because I Love him. He dont ( Read more... )

Im bored tired and Upset...Lol and I have to go to work Which sux...:( I suppose everything will be okay soon. But I dunno...At least I have my health and Friends and Family and Money that's always a PLUS. I think that Im falling apart again:( Which Really sux...badly Maybe one day everything Will be okay I don't want to Miss Church On this Sunday ( Read more... )

Yeah just sitting here Chillin Talking to JT Is all really but April will be here soon im kinda bored and tired and just BLAH BLAH BLAH But anyway yeah Steven is comeing over later:) I can't wait OMG he's HOTT. I Tell you HOTT but anyway yeah Shawn's still Pissed-off at me which is FUNNY as hell. He blocked me Once again oh well big deal he. ( Read more... )

Hey people I want to see my baby Nephew i imed my brother to see if he could spend the night tonight but im not sure if he will let him. I hope so because he's so Adorable and I havent seen him in awhile so I miss him. But If i can't then I guess I will have to Wait awhile again or whatever. Hopefully he will though because I really want to keep ( Read more... )