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well, i'm trying to quit smoking.
5 days without any nicotine.
it takes 2 weeks to officially quit.
and a fucking lifetime to resist.
typing it, i crave it.
the color redz makes me miserable.
on a lighter note, i've been suspended for a few days.
and i've discovered some sort of pimple on my ear.
and... now its popped.
i miss everyone.
that includes-
everyone.
you, you, you, you x3, and even you.
anyone thats managed to take a handful of me, i want it back.
#i am stubborn and have managed to have some of my most intense relationships widdle down to nonchalant acquaintances.
there are those few people in my life that i couldn't live without, but i ultimately have to because there's no other choice, because i've changed, and they've changed, and i'm so fucking stuck on who they were, it makes me mindless to who they have become.
i wish i could hate all of you.