Ive been sitting outside a lot lately. My mom thinks im weird cause i like to sit and listen to music and write. I dont see whats so weird about it? I like being outside. Half the time its just me, and i can actually think about shit. But then she comes and interupts. Thats the only thing i dont like about being at home...im never left alone to do ( Read more... )

Wow i havent written in here in a while. Ive decided to change a few things in my life (starting with my hair color) Ive decided that i dont want to spend my time being sad or always complaining about something. I wanna be happy and thats what i am now. I dont know whats making me happy but i just hope that it keeps going. Not a bunch has happened ( Read more... )

ha YAY people crave me :P

Update on band camp. Today was the last day it was AWESOME!!! the tail gate party was sooo much fun. I cant wait till tomorrow im having people over, its gonna be Me, Court, Steph, Kyle, Big Mike, Adam, and Patrick. (if they all can come) so its gonna be sa-weet if they can all come!! cant wait. so the tailgate party was fun. i hung out with mostly ( Read more... )

Ok well band camp hates me cause parts of me are sore i didnt think could get sore. Its pretty painful. So yeah. My dad picked me up in the ice cream truck today and we gave John a ride home...it was interesting. K well now im off to go sleep cause i cant feel my feet and my back hurts like a bitch. ♥

I feel a lot better. I have band camp this week. Life has been boring...I bought a really cool hat and really pimp sunglasses when me and Court went to the mall. It was fun. I love that girl <3 ♥

Ok well i felt better but now i just feel horrible again... ♥

I feel better :)

I think getting sick showed me that life could be a lot worse cause i feel surprisingly happier...

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Ok that last entry my cousin did it wasnt me. I havent been online cause i got mono again.

Lindsey i would have loved to hang out with you but i have mono and cant go anywhere.

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ok so Matt has decided that hes "Sick of me always being depressed and hes sick of always having to deal with all of my problems" WELL IM FUCKING SORRY THEN MATT, IF YOU DIDNT WANT TO DEAL WITH ALL OF MY "SUICIDAL PROBLEMS" THEM MAYBE YOU SHOULDNT HAVE CALLED ME FUCKING 5 TIMES A DAY!!!! Im glad you dont want to fucking talk to me anymore. You were ( Read more... )