fuck this. i'm really fucking lonely right now. and i know why ( Read more... )

so yea. i really need a place to live. cuz i need to get away from my sister. i'll live in my fucking truck if i have to. all i need is a place to shower every other day. now a job. i hope this apple bees works out. if not. client logic whats up ( Read more... )

so yea time for another change in my life. time to move again. and move on.

HEY HEY LETS GO.

haha. yes new job and a new house. this is gonna be fun. but its a slightly scary proposition... yea sure.

HEY HEY ITS TIME TO DANCE.
I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT.
I KNOW YOU CAN MOVE IT.
HEY HEY LETS GO.
HEY HEY ITS TIME TO DANCE.
C'MON LETS GO.

thats

i hate the sounds of it. an involuntary witness to something i should never have been. NONE OF YOU WILL BE SEEING MUCH OF ME FOR A WHILE. why? because everything i ever get is taken away from me. nothing good can stay. the better it gets the worse i feel when its taken away ( Read more... )

i'm so tired. i haven't gotten any sleep tonight. still awake and its gonna be 7 here. aka 8 am in NM. working on my rc cars is usally a good stress reliever. not this time. nothing ut frustratin ad pressure too. what ever. its only a five dollar piece hats holking me fro makig like 30million dollars. sleeping on he keys. i hate life.

There is some stuff that can't be changed. there is some things that can be. but sometimes i want things to change, but they don't. i can't get things to change. its awesome and horrible at the same time. i miss someone dearly. i'm short on time here. i need more. always need more time. what should i do. how do i ask. so many confusing questions. ( Read more... )

is it normal to be on the verge of tears before i have to goto work. i would rather be physically injured then goto work. that isn't good huh.

"fuck me hard, harder, fuck me, harder ( Read more... )

Have You Ever ( Read more... )

i'm a gemini.