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[like_salt]

in my fantasies, i define myself. meaning, i am something, or i become something. a domme, a servant, a victim. the action of the fantasy and the specific definition of myself are so closely tied it's astonishing. it's because i'm impatient to be something - why can't i just settle on something and go have adventures? all the cool kids are

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[maymaym]

in my fantasies, i define myself. meaning, i am something, or i become something. a domme, a servant, a victim. the action of the fantasy and the specific definition of myself are so closely tied it's astonishing. it's because i'm impatient to be something - why can't i just settle on something and go have adventures? all the cool kids are doing it.

For the record, I don't think there's anything wrong with that.

[like_salt]

english major's instinct: identify a theme, create a thesis.

i don't think there's anything wrong with it either, i'm just frustrated with this whole growing up thing. i want to be young forever, but i want to get grown so i can live with confidence. simple and maddening paradox. perfectly normal, though.

[maymaym]

i want to be young forever, but i want to get grown so i can live with confidence.

Adults are not necessarily confident, and children are not necessarily lacking confidence. :) That said, you seem like you're doing fine to me.